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by windbreak 5/14/2012

written by windbreak

The long, sadÂ story of my self-hate and depression:

I know there’s something wrong with me.. i feel there’s something wrong with me.. there HAS to be something wrong with me. I miss my old self. I miss being normal. I’m just getting more and more pathetic day by day. I can’t really explain what’s happening to me. I try to make sense out of it and i can’t. I’ve heard there’s a period of self-hate during life, but it’s just been getting stronger and stronger. Maybe some people just never grow out of it?

To break it down.. i’m a useless piece of sh_t. I have no […]

5/14/2012 2 comments

I cried tonight…..thank you.

by kteixeira 5/11/2012

written by kteixeira

I cried for the first time in almost 10 years. It was only like 2 or 3 drops, but for someone like me who thought his tear ducts dried out years ago, it was a real relief. I have been contemplating suicide for years now. But only recently have i reached my breaking point. I have no real friends, only acquaintances. Im a 20 year old virgin, who only had one girlfriend, but i never met her in person. Had my heart broken more times then i can count. I learn the hard way that nice guys finish last, because im hopelessly to nice for […]

5/11/2012 6 comments

Dead

by AgingFastDyingSlow 5/9/2012

written by AgingFastDyingSlow

Sometimes I wonder if wanting to die is just trying to connect body to mind, because I feel dead inside, and I have for a long time.

Nothing’s changed in my life. I’m still a 26-year old student assistant. I should be happy to even have a job, but I have to pay $250 quarterly just to keep it. And I’m only taking classes to have the job, so it’s not like that’s adding up to anything useful. I have no worth, here.

I have no friends. No, really, I don’t. Not one. I have people that call me every four months to tell me that something […]

5/9/2012 5 comments

I don’t know whats wrong with me

by idunno 3/21/2012

written by idunno

I don’t know how to explain my self. WHO AM I.

Im seeing aÂ new therapist today and im extremely anxious.

I don’t even know what to say to her.

AM I SIMPLE OR AM I COMPLICATED

I don’t know where to start.

I don’t want to have miscommunication and misunderstanding

I am scared of myself.

I am scared of finding myself. Who I truly am.

I don’t know how to introduce myself like how do I define myself if I can’t think clearly, if I don’t have much going for me, if I don’t have real friends if I do not have many strengths, or interests. I bad at just about everything, […]

3/21/2012 1 comment

To the younger posters

by U.N. Owen 2/13/2012

written by U.N. Owen

This has no specific age range but is directed more towards those who have not yet been free to make their own decisions.

I want everyone who wants to to live. Especially you my little brothers and sisters. Because you have not yet been able to live your own lives.Â Have not yet been able to freely choose anything outside the limits placed on you and the strong influences upon your minds and emotions.Â From your posts many of you have an amazing and solid grasp on life and that would be wasted by you dying and not being able to enrich yourselves with your talents.

Many […]

2/13/2012 13 comments

If i had a gun

by alautox 1/16/2012

written by alautox

If I had a gun right now, I wouldnt be typing this.. i would be dead. Unluckily for me, I live in Ireland.
There is nothing wrong with my life and nothing that I cant change.I just lack the motivation to do whats best for myself and use my talents. I know where im going wrong but I choose to do nothing. Im the only one at fault, I dont blame the world for my own lack of effort. The truth is that life just bores me… learn to drive, get a job, buy a house, get married, have kids and die. That pretty much […]

1/16/2012 8 comments

True peace-Not to be

by Dods 4/18/2009

written by Dods

I am maladjusted to this bad commercial called “Life”. The thought of being just another person makes me sick. There is always someone smarter, more talented, better looking, stronger, faster, and the list goes on ad nauseum. I guess happy people take one of two roads: 1)They constantly reassure themselves either knowingly or not, that they are this great value, this special person, this one-of-a-kind individual, or 2)They resign to being a pleasure-seeking mammal…The only thing that is true and everlasting is death, and on this side of the grave, there is not a thing a person can do that holds real value except suicide. […]

4/18/2009 7 comments

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