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“This is the ring you’ve always wanted. It took quite some time, but I got it for you now. Do you like it?”

by hogpotter 9/25/2015

written by hogpotter

Addendum of Shone Lexter

“Angela cried again. The beads of tears flowing down her cheeks. She didn’t let out a single sound. Her tears, I dislike the most. Then all over again, I found my reason to live. I found a reason to fight. I’ll have to learn to let go of everything else and just focus on Angela. I need to make that sad soul happy… To bring laughter to her lips… To give her strength in every breath she takes. I have to stop being selfless. I need to start fighting for my priority, and not let even time and space stop me… No […]

9/25/2015 2 comments

lost

by 4262B 9/16/2015

written by 4262B

As I lay in bed questioning my own existence, I look threw the window and see nothing but something which was once familiar but now is not. I’ve lost myself. I’ve lost sight of any goals or aspirations I once had, I’ve lost sight of my happiness. I hold back the tears and feel my heart drop to my stomach as I am slowly coming to realization that I don’t belong.

9/16/2015 4 comments

Dear Devon,

by Delisnak 8/30/2015

written by Delisnak

I miss you but I must let you go. I loved you but i’ve found someone who is fixing my heart. When I see you in the hallways it takes all my strenth to not break down and cry. You seem okay, smiling and laughing. actually, You seem happier now that im gone but thats all I wanted for you. to be happy. I could never give you happiness all i cause is sadness and sorrow. You plead and beg for me not to leave you but I hear none of it as I turn around and walk away. I hear your crys […]

8/30/2015 1 comment

by Delisnak 8/28/2015

written by Delisnak

Hey you, yes you, with the razor in your hand
and the tears in your eyes, I hope this has
reached you in time.

Dont drag the blade across your wrist,leg,hip or tummy.

Hey you, yes you, with the pills in your hands
and death on your mind. I hope this has
reached you in time.

Dont swallow those pills. I actually care.

Hey you, yes you, with the rope around your
neck and vodka on your breath. I hope this has
reached you in time.

Dont jump dont hop just stop. Remove the
rope step off the chair, I care.

Hey you, yes you, with the horrid past and […]

8/28/2015 5 comments

Frustrated

by Enough2015 8/19/2015

written by Enough2015

There are days i just can’t forget the pain.

I get angry during the day when I’m around others. Mostly about being forced to live this life i never asked for or wanted.

Others just see me as a cranky mean *****. If only they knew.

Then i go home and cry until there are no more tears. It lasts for hours, I’m exhausted and fall asleep.

8/19/2015 2 comments

Numb.

by Delisnak 8/18/2015

written by Delisnak

im so numb cant feel anything other then the warm tears i cry.

8/18/2015 0 comment

Release…

by jadedkeizy 8/17/2015

written by jadedkeizy

These past few days have been full of epiphanies, deep reflection and tears and a strange sense peace. Knowing that my ship is about to set sail into the unknown has created some serenity in my mind. I was tired of being motionless and receiving constant beat down. Relocated to the country, all I do is just breathe and watch the lush greenery. I am preparing for release.

“Life can be a setback, and death can be progression
Life can be a burden and death can be release
Life can be a problem and death can be a solution
If your life is death there can […]

8/17/2015 0 comment

#SuckMyFuckDepression

by MaybeImAlreadyGone 8/10/2015

written by MaybeImAlreadyGone

Just a few things on my mind and I may seem harsh but reading some of these comments are making me ill. Your all encouraging each other to take your life’s? Giving each other options for easy ways out? I have been in the exact same situation as many of you&it does get better. We don’t need to encourage each other to take the easy way out. We need to be sharing some fucking hope! So if I come across as harsh, it’s because I generally care.

First of all, I don’t give a shit what anyone says; There is no reason why you should take […]

8/10/2015 16 comments

I tried

by Katki 8/5/2015

written by Katki

I tried to help a friend – a dear dear friend
It backfired – he hates me
I have nothing nothing left

I am leaving tonight – probably in a few minutes
They may not find me – hopefully not
My kids deserved better
My friend deserved better

I am sorry God
I tried
I failed
And the world is no more worse off than when I entered

Now I leave no more breathing, no more tears
I’m done
Goodbye

8/5/2015 8 comments

Silent thoughts

by Reality 8/5/2015

written by Reality

I just want to disappear. I’m crying. It hurts. I’m sad. Suicide? No… I can’t think of any excuses or simple solutions. I don’t know how to raise my voice, speak up .. I’m too scared… I wear a mask everyday, a mask where the smile never fades and the eyes of a 14 year old girl light up bright. In reality, I force myself to smile.. I think too much. Sometimes I feel like if I didn’t exist everything would be a lot easier for my mum especially… then I realise there are many cases around the world. ugh, this world. My home is […]

8/5/2015 3 comments

I broke today.

by Justastatistic 8/5/2015

written by Justastatistic

It happened. Worse than ever. I lost my shit.

Sobbing in the bath tub, snot and tears and drool mingling with the water, mumbling over and over for two hours “I don’t want to die… I don’t want to die… But I can’t do this…”

I’ve never felt such anguish, I feel like I have emotional cancer, I’ve never felt this way and it scares me so badly.

I don’t want to die, but what if it’s worse next time? What if it hurts so bad that I just end it all?

What if I go to hell for giving up too soon? I know not everyone is religious […]

8/5/2015 4 comments

“The rain falls because the sky can no longer hold its Heaviness,just like tears,it falls when the heart can no longer hold its pain….!”

by luke23 8/4/2015

written by luke23

8/4/2015 3 comments

A Poem I Wrote That Explains How I Feel Almost Every Day….

by DepressedBitch 8/2/2015

written by DepressedBitch

All my darkest fears rise into the light
Out from the cold place I left them deep down in my soul
I laugh I cry then soon i want to die
Forgetting what it’s like to live
Not knowing how to love life
Repeating this sad cycle
Breathing the same shitty air
Death would be living
This hell we call earth is rotting
I cry tears no longer
I cry blood like 1000 needles pierced my eyes
Caterpillars no longer turn into butterflies
While flowers no longer bloom
My screams become faint
Nobody hears me
Nobody cares
Because nobody’s there
I’m already dead

8/2/2015 1 comment

Forgotten By Tomorrow

by andromeda16 7/29/2015

written by andromeda16

I do not own this poem,Forgotten by Tomorrow was written by Kelly Deschler

She stands at the edge of the precipice,
looking down towards her future.
The last tears that she will ever cry,
falling from her eyes,
then falling into oblivion.
She watches them drop
as they disappear forever.
Yet, she laughs in the face of death.
Would it really matter if she took the leap?
She has been forgotten by tomorrow.

The wind blowing at her back,
pushes her to the edge.
Almost agreeing with her final decision,
and encouraging her to jump.

A thousand thoughts and memories
racing through her mind.

Her first day of school.
Her tenth birthday party.
The lonely, awkward days of her teenage years.
The day […]

7/29/2015 0 comment

How I would feel someone gave me Numbethal

by wndozh8er 7/28/2015

written by wndozh8er

first off, I’d get on my knees, cry tears of joy and thank the people for giving me my gift. They would be like true angels to me. My body would relax and I would feel at ease. I’d lay down, and drink the stuff without hesitation, and then drift off into the miracle of eternal nothingness.

I seen so many videos on euthanasia. I’m happy for these people and wish I could be there to have what there having. The solution is pure magic. Peaceful and painless. It’s fucking beautiful!

7/28/2015 2 comments

Unbroken

by kills 7/25/2015

written by kills

Fuck, I hope this video brings you to tears like it did for me. I’m feeling pretty emotional right now because I’ve made it farther than I ever thought I would. Today begins my goal to train for a half marathon in September. Run this with me. Set some sort of goal for yourself with me. Whether it’s as simple as waking up a bit earlier or whatever comes to mind. Just challenge yourself. I’m going to kill this. Let’s kill it together.

7/25/2015 3 comments

I know I’ve said this before..

by Sammi6xoxo 7/20/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

Maybe this is it
The moment
The exit
Maybe this is it
I’m praying
Don’t let me
Fall
Falling hard
Wind rushing
In my ears
No heartache
No fear
Making up for all these years
The damage and the tears
The wasted words and things unheard
I’m fucking breaking
I’m rambling
I’m taking
These punches
And rolling
Down
Water
In my ears
In my lungs
On my tongue
Fare winds
My friends
Peace be with you

7/20/2015 6 comments

Why the hell am I here?

by jadedkeizy 7/2/2015

written by jadedkeizy

I always ask myself the question, ” Why the fuck am I here?”. I just feel like a cog in a wheel now. I used to have dreams and ideas but the passion for life all faded away. Love, Relationships and all these Babbitt bourgeois ideals don’t appeal to me any more. I was struck with depression in my final semester so I didn’t complete my dissertation which led to dropping out. I started to contemplate suicide from that point on. Part of me wants to stay and fight and the other part is flirting with death. It fucking tears me apart. I hate everything […]

7/2/2015 4 comments

wise

by 0.0 6/30/2015

written by 0.0

one time my brother told me a joke I laughed to tears then he told me the joke again and I laughed a little less then he kept telling the joke over and over again and I stopped laughing and he said why cant you laugh at the same joke over and over again if u can cry about the same person over and over again?

6/30/2015 1 comment

Pending….

by bubbles1128 6/30/2015

written by bubbles1128

Today is a day I don’t want to live

I don’t want to breath

I don’t want to smile

Thinking is out of the question

I want to cry and scream

I go through so many days just doing life

When I sit down and think about life

I drop

My mental thoughts decline

my smile fades to tears

I lose it

spending time on my own is bad

i decline to suicide

Death is pending

life is lengthy

I feel i have done my amount of time containing all the hurt i need

the broken hearts are unbearable

My life needs to stop

But i breath through another day

6/30/2015 2 comments

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