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Those Memories

Why do people push love away before they can give love a chance?

by sleepxdeath 9/26/2013

written by sleepxdeath

Fear, Frustration,Â AngerÂ and Heart Break changes that.

Have you ever been so excited and so alive with one person yet for no apparent reason they just leave and everything changes? One day you guys are doing so much and are so happy that you can’t leave that person behind, because you think that there isn’t anyone as loving like them or enjoy each other’s company? You’ve done almost everything together and feels like nobody can ever replace them? Then one day, you both wake up. They leave you behind for other people. They lie; make excuses. Then they or another person tells you that they never met […]

9/26/2013 3 comments

Aloha

by sunflower 6/25/2013

written by sunflower

Hey sp. So just a little update I just returned home from my 2 week stay with my dad in Hawaii. It was absolutely beautiful and if anyone is looking for a beautiful and peaceful place to think about life definitely that is a place to visit and get your head together. Unfortunately my experience wasnt too great because of my bad relationship with my dad… He actually grabbed and shoved me after getting in my face and screaming and cussing me out. I thought he was going to actually hurt me but I got out of the house before he could physically harm me […]

6/25/2013 1 comment

i miss you

by mgnmcgrath 11/30/2012

written by mgnmcgrath

i miss how you would kiss me. i miss you being apart of my family. i miss seeing you everyday and holding your hand. being with was the most amazing feeling ever. i treated you wrong and i wasnt a good girlfriend. im sorry. i see that your happy now with your new girl. i wish it was me. i always wait to recieve a text message from you. your on my mind all the time. i know i messed up and its all my fault. i ruined our relationship and i regret it so much. i miss calling you my baby and being yours. […]

11/30/2012 1 comment

The wondrous possibilities!

by These bruises 6/8/2012

written by These bruises

Is it possible?

To be able to feel better simply by writing down feelings and thoughts?
Is that what I needed to do all this time?

After writing my first post I felt like shit, bringing all those memories back up again after spending so long trying to forget.Â But now. Now- I feel better.Â Lighter maybe, more resilient. Perhaps, dare I say it.. Â A little closer to how I used to feel.

Lets hope this thing sticks with me when I feelÂ I need to bring up darker memories.

Fingers crossed.

And.. damnit.Â Reading over what I’ve just written is making me question wether what I felt way back when […]

6/8/2012 5 comments

Without Sleep, Theyre Nightmares

by Rain 3/9/2012

written by Rain

Sleep…I remember those days when i was able to fall asleep..listening toÂ his breathing. Those days when Skye wouldÂ lay next to me and her body would keep me warm. Those same days when i had no choice but to drift into a deep sleep because hanging out with my friends…and him…would tire me out. Sleep…sly sleep..escapes me now. Leave me with nightmares still…fully awake. I see their faces. I hear their voices…i smell them..just like in the dreams that once brought me joy. Without sleep…without them…those memories become nightmares..and daymares..and thoughts of suicide..but it isnt suicide..its eternal sleep. As I type she lies beside me…but i […]

3/9/2012 0 comment

To Fade Away…

by Shelly 5/11/2011

written by Shelly

For me memories are like ghosts that haunt the perimeters of my conscious mind, often making me feel ill at ease when I donâ€™t even know why. The more upsetting memories are like demons that torment me from the depths of my unconscious mind, bringing up flashes of painful experiences when I’m least prepared for it and my defences are down. Both want to fill me with self doubt and self hatred and sap every ounce of confidence I once might have had, to leave me an utterly shattered and blithering wreck in the shambles that my life has become. And yet the more I […]

5/11/2011 8 comments