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Suicide Notes(Letters)

by SamuelDocGreen 6/23/2017

written by SamuelDocGreen

I have my plan, I’ve done the research, all that is left is the notes. I don’t want to leave them gasping for air like fish. God such bad choice of words especially with how I’m doing all this.

Anyway, I am finding my closer friends harder to write than my friends but not as close to. No, I’m having trouble explaining why I did what I did. I’m having trouble not breaking down and flinging my computer against a wall at 5 in the morning. I’ve decided but I can’t leave this world yet until it’s explained and everyone gets there pictures from me. I […]

6/23/2017 1 comment

Worst Mistake I Ever Made

by brxken._.lxcks 4/29/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

I had to write an essay for one of my teachers and I don’t know what I was thinking when I wrote about my suicide thoughts and my scars. And so now my whole family knows and they are giving me all of the attention, and now I have to go to a therapist. I hate all of the attention, and I hate that now I have a therapist. I hate talking about how I’m feeling to someone face to face. That’s why I talk here, I can talk to all of you and you won’t know who I am what I look like, and […]

4/29/2016 9 comments

Ground Hog Day

by Nusu Nusu 4/7/2016

written by Nusu Nusu

I made an unsuccessful attempt three weeks ago. Just told my doctor, been signed off for three months. Waiting for the crisis team to show up in the next couple of hours. I scare myself.

4/7/2016 4 comments

Sadness… My only emotion of late

by g_aloisa_23 8/22/2015

written by g_aloisa_23

This is going to sound really stupid but I got stood up, and it was by someone who I really care about… And I don’t know why because he’s been gone for four days and I haven’t heard anything from him.. I know he’s okay, I just don’t know when I’ll get to talk to or see him again and it really makes me sad… I feel like he knows me better than anyone else in the world and if I’m not worth it to him, maybe I won’t be worth it to anyone… He was the one thing I was looking forward to for […]

8/22/2015 2 comments

Feelings

by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden 7/29/2015

written by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden

It’s really hard to describe my feelings at the moment, and I don’t have a fucking clue what’s going on anymore.
Things have been a little better recently, I guess. I’m mainly just tired, which my mum keeps nagging me about, because I shouldn’t be this tired, apparently. Maybe I should just tell her that ‘tired’ means ‘sad’.
My best friend has gone on holiday for three weeks and it feels like she’s been gone too long already, when she left two days ago. She’s the only one that talks to me, so I feel pretty much alone.
I have a shit load of summer […]

7/29/2015 0 comment

Why Am I Still Here?

by Anon313131 4/23/2015

written by Anon313131

Three weeks ago, I posted what I had hoped was the last thing I’d ever write. Fast forward three weeks and I am still here, afraid to kill myself. I know how I want to do it, I know what needs to be done to end it. I’ve lost my girlfriend, distanced myself from friends and family as much as possible, written my notes, everything is in order. Despite all these things, I am still so afraid to attempt suicide again because I am afraid to fail for a second time. I ask myself every day why I am here, why I allow myself to […]

4/23/2015 3 comments

Just sad

by unicornprin 3/16/2015

written by unicornprin

I ain’t shit, I am pretty sure that everyone around me knows that. I flunked out of college when I was only a semester away from finishing. I recently found out I got fired from my job but yet don’t know why.. I worked so hard, I was working almost three weeks with no days off. I received no recognition, no appreciation, no love, they were all shitting on me. I am sort of happy I am no longer working for a bunch off people who shitted on me constantly and never gave a damn about my feelings but i dunno how i’m going to […]

3/16/2015 3 comments

I Hate People

by Tara 11/22/2014

written by Tara

*WARNING LONGEST STORY + RANT EVER ABOUT FIGHT WITH FAKE FRIENDS*
So once again I am taken advantage of and treated like shit for it. I try to be a good person and this is what I get. So I was friends with four girls, their initials are S,M,ME, and E, because i don’t want to use their real names. I was friends with them for almost a year and I noticed that even at lunch, M stopped talking to me. And a few days later, E told me M said “I need to talk to you about Tara, I am so done with her […]

11/22/2014 3 comments