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tired of this

tired

by silvermoon 2/4/2015

written by silvermoon

tired of my pain

tired of this place

tired of clenching my teeth at night, tired of his voice, tired of the cold hard floor and the lousy couch bed, tired of being a woman beaten to a pulp turning her strength against herself, tired of rosaries and patriarchal religions, tired of men who dont care, tired of the demons, tired. tired of them having kind parents. tired of the thoughts. tired of the anxieties so deep they prevent you from doing anything at all, tired of being afraid, tired of this draining, loud, triggering, horrific life i lead, tired. tired of pretending, tired of the four […]

2/4/2015 6 comments

I want to be dead right now.

by three.moons 1/9/2015

written by three.moons

When things seem like they’re going better, don’t be fooled. They aren’t.

I FUCKING WANT TO BE DEAD. I’m tired of this shit.

1/9/2015 7 comments

Fuck this

by goingnumb 1/1/2015

written by goingnumb

My dad decided to yell and yell an yell and try to hit us all threaten to kill us then kicked us out now we’re back at the house I’m so tired of this if it weren’t for my boyfriend I don’t know what I’d do he is the only thing keeping me here he tries to help me but doesn’t know how I love him I love him so fucking much actual love not that stupid shit I thought was love. I want to get out of here but I can’t until I graduate. I’m moving in with him as soon as he gets […]

1/1/2015 1 comment

fuck you too

by fuckyoulife 10/24/2014

written by fuckyoulife

Life was always shit. I wish i just got cancer, but of course i have to slowly become a vegetable. How can even shit like neurological ilness exist, i would abort myself on the first day if i knew about it. I’m surrounded by trash that live like they can’t do anything and that’s really annoying. Retards don’t know how it feels to become dead alive. Doctors are funny as well, takes 2 simple tests to confirm the sickness and it takes a year to do anything.
I’m so tired of this bullshit, fuck your school, your work and your pathetic lives. I’m not going […]

10/24/2014 3 comments

I give up

by Caged123 8/17/2014

written by Caged123

I feel completely hopeless, like a trapped animal in a cage who can’t break free no matter how hard he tries or how positively he thinks. I have no one close and meaningful to me, nothing to look forward to, and no reason to even try anymore. I’m so sick and tired of this frustration of going about existing. I’ll clearly never never find happiness on this planet so why am I still breathing?

8/17/2014 2 comments

An Army of One

by ArmyOfOne 5/19/2014

written by ArmyOfOne

I’m tired of everything. I am 21 and can’t find a job. I failed out of college when my mother was in the hospital and now my dad calls me a wasted investment. My family doesn’t have a car and I can’t get to a job even when I find one. My **** of a sisiter treats me like a piece of dog shit and calls me stupid when I was going to pay a neighbor to take me to work.

Truth is, I have always been depressed since being hit regularly as a child, whether it was with hands, leg casts, or something else my […]

5/19/2014 3 comments

Tired of this life….

by buriedbychoices 5/13/2014

written by buriedbychoices

like the title says I’m tired of this life. I’m 37 years old. I’m drowning in debt. I’ve lost my career. I used to be a teacher and really good teacher. One day I asked sleepy students to stand. He stood I moved the chair away from him and he immediately sat back down and fell. My assistant said I pulled the chair out from underneath him. I was charged with assault on a child under 12. The child doesn’t speak English and his account the story doesn’t match mine or my assistant’s account of the story. I was decorated teacher and my career is […]

5/13/2014 7 comments

Emotional pain

by makeitstop 5/9/2014

written by makeitstop

I’m really tired of this emotional pain. I feel worthless and useless. Nothing I’ve asked for has ever been complete. I feel alone and abandoned. I’m old, married and have 1 son but can’t shake these feeling of self hatred, I’d rather just die, disappear, cease to exist. I fucking hate it

5/9/2014 3 comments

Tired

by Lostasfuck 4/28/2014

written by Lostasfuck

I’m tired of this mess that ive made my life. I have been suicidal since my first breakup. All of my relationships have always ended in the girl either cheating or leaving for one reason or another. Its usually the classic “its not you its me” crap. I am a very loving and emotional person and no matter how many women say that is what they are looking for, it is simply not the truth. I just got out of a “relationship” with a girl that i thought was a person i could trust. I should have known better. I was laying in bed with […]

4/28/2014 4 comments

by hiddenface 3/3/2014

written by hiddenface

Aww another day of this face I have to put on daily the happy to be alive face. When inside I am dark ,sad,alone crying I have been this way since I was 15yrs old I have survived multiple attempts on my own life been institutionalized once or twice lied my way Out this face sometimes is hard to keep up that darkness inside me overwhelms me and I go somewhere and take the mask off like now in a place with over 360 people I am crying alone.but I cannot stay this way the mask must be put on again I long to be […]

3/3/2014 3 comments

by Kallian 2/15/2014

written by Kallian

I donâ€™t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but Iâ€™m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wonâ€™t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so […]

2/15/2014 1 comment

If I die, would anyone miss me?

by Suicidal Unicorn 2/11/2014

written by Suicidal Unicorn

This is my first ‘story’ on here, and quite frankly I don’t really get how to navigate this whole thing.

But that’s not what I’m on here to talk about.

Nobody in my family that is close to me has died. I mean, my great aunt and my mom’s cousin’s dad died, but nothing effecting me too much. I’m not poor, my parent’s aren’t divorced, and I have a relatively happy and functional family.

If your still reading this, and you haven’t clicked out because it looks like im trying to brag about what i have, thanks. Because I’m not bragging.

I want to die. See now, that’s the […]

2/11/2014 4 comments

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