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by _lost._.one_ 2/7/2017

written by _lost._.one_

Hello 🙂 I am going to start now…

I have attempted suicide before, but all times my plans have fallen through. I have tried suffocation through bag twice, tried hanging myself once, tried swallowing a ton of pills once, and that’s it. I cut. I despise blood and looking at other peoples injuries makes me want to faint, but for some reason it’s different with my blood. I laugh when I cut and I shake so much. It calms me, makes me happy for a short while. I wish I could be left alone though, my parents are the kind of parents who despise any problems […]

2/7/2017 2 comments

It’s a Shitty Life

by _darkness 12/20/2016

written by _darkness

It’s a Wonderful Shitty Life

I’ve never known what a beautiful life was like. I’ve only known hardships and struggles, pain and anguish, hurt and torment. Fuck you and your “wonderful” life.

12/20/2016 6 comments

ugh…

by claritee 3/17/2016

written by claritee

My vacation is over Friday. I don’t even want to get into specifics, but I’ll have more stress and more on my shoulders. I don’t know what this will do to my depression. Before, when I had this stress I had my ex to distract me and make my life feel better. I don’t have that now. I just feel so alone and so overwhelmed.

3/17/2016 4 comments

Ugh Ugh UGH UGHHH !!!

by bah 3/4/2016

written by bah

Too pissed off to even explain. Things just have a habit of going wrong in my life 🙁

3/4/2016 3 comments

UGH

by bah 1/30/2016

written by bah

Reading this kind of shit pisses me off:

“The idea here is that no matter what happens in your life, no matter what misfortune comes your way, you always have an opportunity to practice some virtue. That practice is rarely easy, but it’s always there for the taking in one form or another.

Some examples:

Failed your exams? Now you can practice persistence.
Girlfriend dumped you? Now you can practice independence.
Doctor said you’ll never walk again? Now you can practice patience.
Your baby died of leukemia and your house burned down? Now you can practice acceptance.”

Yeah, I’d like to see the author of these idiotic […]

1/30/2016 13 comments

Rant!

by bah 1/20/2016

written by bah

Do some things just make your blood boil? This is unrelated to depression / suicide, though this is one of the many reasons why I’m pissed at how terribly run and inefficient the USPS and 99% of all companies are.

So I ordered something from Amazon. The sent it via USPS. USPS claims that they attempted delivery at 1:03pm on Monday, Jan 18. On MLK Day. Yeah, on MLK Day. What bullshit is that? USPS was CLOSED that day. They weren’t making any goddamn deliveries. Tracking says that “delivery was refused.” I assumed they’d just redeliver […]

1/20/2016 6 comments

ugh

by kinda anonymous 1/14/2016

written by kinda anonymous

People don t understand how much I hate my life, I have secrets about it like how much everybody treats me like I don’t mean anything. I wasn’t so coward and went through with my suicide, I would have been the first person in my family to commit suicide. I’ve cut, I’ve tried to commit suicide over 5 times One day I’m going to I don’t know when or how but its going to happen.

1/14/2016 1 comment

HUNGRY!!

by bah 12/24/2015

written by bah

Ugh, I’m f*cking hungry and all I wanna eat is junk food!! There’s like nothing in my apt and I’m too depressed to go out.

Eating isn’t much enjoyable anymore because apparently I’m allergic to everything (soy, dairy, wheat, gluten, rice, seafood). What I can eat tastes like cardboard so while I am f*cking hungry, I don’t really *want* to eat. At least the foods I’m “supposed” to eat. -_-‘

Well I’ve got bananas and sour blueberries, but no real food. I ate my salad but ugh. It’s salad. Just. No. Fun.

I want to eat pizza and chips and sushi and noodles and everything and anything carbs!! […]

12/24/2015 7 comments

Him

by What'swrongwithme 11/10/2015

written by What'swrongwithme

So there’s this guy that I’ve been talking to for more than a month and he’s depressed he really needs help he’s been through a world of pain I want him to get help so bad but I don’t think he’ll listen to me he told me last night that he wants to kill him self he said he won’t do it now but one day he will explode and do it he really needs help but how do I convince him to get help I love him very much and he loves me to and no matter what I will always be by his […]

11/10/2015 2 comments

Help me..

by Rhyan 10/21/2015

written by Rhyan

I.. ugh.. everything’s getting worse.. i could use someone..
Text me or kik me.. please.. its in a previous post..

10/21/2015 1 comment

Is it normal to still feel sluggish 2 days after a 2 day drinking/pot smoking binge?

by wndozh8er 8/16/2015

written by wndozh8er

is been nearly 2 days and I still feel sluggish, like I wanna sleep all day. Ugh still guess I’m detoxing but my health anxiety is coming back. I’m so afraid I did perminate damage.

8/16/2015 3 comments

can’t move

by tphg 8/4/2015

written by tphg

How the hell can I do this for another 30-40 years? Working job after job to support this joyless life. Once I outlive my usefulness at this office I’m at now, I’ll have to start the process all over again of finding full-time work. And then again once that job ends. And again and again and again until I drop dead. I’d rather drop dead now and save myself the trouble of spending all the good hours of the day pushing papers and moving boxes and photocopying and etc.

Been reading up on jumping and it’s becoming more appealing everyday. From what I’m reading, sounds like […]

8/4/2015 1 comment

ugh… why…

by munckin 5/4/2015

written by munckin

I got close again to my ex and it’s clear as daylight can be when you go from the dark to the outside…she is my doom. I know what I can do to be okay. I simply do not like this life and find it boring… So I should shit on other people to be happy myself… So I need to lower my standards….

Side note… I know depression And cancer are caused by foods that we eat (stress also helps) and I wonder these rich companies… We’re they aware ? Or should we believe in their stories when the time comes that they get unmasked? […]

5/4/2015 3 comments

Southern Comfort

by theforgottenfew 3/11/2015

written by theforgottenfew

Just about the only thing that’s always there when I need it. Alcohol. Ugh just fuck.

3/11/2015 2 comments

Can you take me higher?

by Namelessqueer 11/29/2014

written by Namelessqueer

Yes Creed.

Still alive folks. worried because I’m struggling not to slide into sadness again. I mean things do feel a bit different now that I’m on meds but I’m starting to think abut death a few times a day instead of one or two. And not always as a joke or an escape.

Started going to church again but it’s weird cuz it’s not the denomination i’m used to but there is a lot of singing and hugs so I’m figuring it out. I’m trying to see if being connected with God or the Universe will make this all feel different.

I constantly have to do lists in […]

11/29/2014 1 comment

Should i feel this way

by cant.fixme 11/15/2014

written by cant.fixme

I always feel like i shouldn’t be like that, that people have it worst then me and that i’m being depressed over stupid thing and ugh like that girl i just read about her past and looking at my life i’m having it the easy way so maybe i should just grown up and stop being a child cause everything is right, right? Maybe i should just forget about my depression cause other have it worst. I remember having a message from this anonymous guys telling me how i’m shit cause all the things that ever happen to me are baby scars and that other […]

11/15/2014 9 comments

I’m really stupid

by life_isnt_for_me 11/3/2014

written by life_isnt_for_me

Ah god I am stupid….it hurts so much ….
I figured out too late that I don’t want to die ._.
What am I doing in here and not going to go call 911? Easy I’m too much of a retard and coward who would rather die I guess than seek help ….man I’m stupid.
I swallowed twenty Tylenol pills and even though I tried taking myself out of it I still did it …. I’m so stupid god I’m stupid.
I’m so tired and I feel so icky and ugh….my head hurts….my stomach hurts too. I tried puking them out and yet again […]

11/3/2014 2 comments

body issues

by Rus 10/6/2014

written by Rus

I’ve struggled with disdain and hatred for my body for the duration of my depression, I was diagnosed with body dysmorphic disorder last August and it all culminates at times. I just can’t stand my face, I’ve honestly tried cutting parts of it off with scissors multiple times but I’m a ***** and couldn’t stand the pain and blood. I have a particular hatred for my right eye, I have no idea why, I just hate it. It doesn’t look right, it’s ugly, it ruins my face, ugh, it’s just horrible. I’ve gone through bouts of wearing eyepatches for months at a time and my […]

10/6/2014 16 comments

Texts i never sent him

by brokenprincessteen 9/3/2014

written by brokenprincessteen

How i fricking miss you and your texts. How i fricking miss how we talked for hours. How you came after me. How we liked each other. How we would go home together. How you would ***** about her to me. Now tables have turned. Im lonely. You are with her. Everywhere. So close. I never was. So physically close. Do you like that. But i didnt want to freak you out. I could have flirted with you the way she always does. But i didnt want to be her. But now you prefer her dont you. You dont even say hi. You fricking dont […]

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9/3/2014 11 comments

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by dose_of_sadness 8/14/2014

written by dose_of_sadness

ugh. When people call you fat just because they know you have an eating disorder.

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8/14/2014 3 comments

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