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Unbearable Pain

i fucking hate life.

by crippledbyfearandselfloathing 8/25/2013

written by crippledbyfearandselfloathing

i’m so sick and tired of existing. sometimes i don’t feel fear, i am terrified of the pain that will come with killing myself because there is no easy way out, but sometimes i feel no fear, i feel desperation and unbearable pain. i just want it to be over and i NEED the courage to just fucking do it. i’m miserable and tired. the worst part to all of this is that there is no reason behind any of the pain that i feel or for that matter the pain anybody feels. theres no reason. no meaning. nothing. as they say, shit just happens. […]

8/25/2013 2 comments

please tell me how bad i am at writing stories please tell the truth. . . . here’s the story

by summer_guy 6/13/2013

written by summer_guy

This story is about the girl who learned to live alone.
She used to sit alone in her classroom. She used to walk alone because nobody likes talking to her. She used to be alone all the time. She failed in almost everything in her life. She was tired of the insults and the pain she had inside. People used toÂ laughÂ at her all the time, make fun of her, follow her to insult her more and more.
She was tired of the way sheÂ choosesÂ to fight with her pain. She used to cry all night. She used to stair the walls all the time and remember her pain […]

6/13/2013 8 comments

“Pain changes people.” -House

by Deathembrace 3/22/2013

written by Deathembrace

I wrote here 3 years ago about my pain and about my suicidal thoughts. When I look back at those days from now, I see a human that has fallen to betrayal, mental and emotional abuse. I was a kind, caring and loving person. I used to help people as much as I can and try to make things right. None at that time did really care but I did my best regardless. Then I was betrayed by my girlfriend and members of my family. Most friends did not seem really to care. Others just made things seem easy. Honestly speaking I was […]

3/22/2013 0 comment

I have a Major Moral Delima

by jamaisvutoo 9/22/2012

written by jamaisvutoo

I have always believed that Suicide is a personal choice and that it should be a lawful and valid answer for any ADULT (sorry, there is SOOOOO much drama during the teen years that if legal EVERYONE would commit suicide) that is in so much physical or psychological pain that they just want out.

If you are in so much physical pain – from an illness, injury, birth defect, etc. – that day-to-day life is a struggle and you are in constant unbearable pain, I believe that if all else has failed and you CHOOSE suicide, then you should be supported in your decision.

If you are […]

9/22/2012 11 comments

inside of my head

by nyny 9/9/2012

written by nyny

terrified

Â sit and cry

wishin you would die

askin why?

Â brain damaged, fried

Â feelings concealed inside

heart has been stabbed with a knife

Â unbearable pain,amplified

no reason to try

Â lifes full of lies

Â let out a sigh

Â loosen your tie

Â pop pills to get high

Â anger burns within

Â like a lighter thats been lit

Â try to forget

Â memories surpressed

Â being hit,

wristsÂ are slit

Â hopeless, frantic fits

get dropped to the floor, sit

Â seems simple to quit,

Â love? not aÂ bit

9/9/2012 4 comments

the Suicide

by the Guardian 5/4/2012

written by the Guardian

the Suicide

Death dwells in the shadow just at your shoulder. You invited it in, you dined with it, you bathed with it, you lay with death.
Consumed by and consuming, death becomes both a path and a destination for you.
You write a final letter, a final note, and gulp down a bottle of pills, hoping it will all be over soon…

And then…

You wait…

But not long for as you soon take you final step…

You call for help.

But wait, this makes no sense?

Why would you wish for death, plan for death, and attempt to kill yourself only to give up and try to save yourself in […]

5/4/2012 0 comment

Sleep Forever ‘Cause Life is Better That Way!

by Disappearing 3/31/2012

written by Disappearing

Someone for a short period of time brought my soul back from the deeps of nothingness and I was able to feel again. Isn’t that suppose to be a good thing? I hate it! I wish that person would have never touch my sleeping soul if only to throw it away! I just want to crawl back into the nothingness and feeling less. But the probably is it hurts just like last time to crawl back in the water. Just like it hurt to crawl out. Why did you bother?! You brought me more pain than joy! Can’t I just be left alone?! I had […]

3/31/2012 2 comments