inside of my head

terrified

 sit and cry

wishin you would die

askin why?

 brain damaged, fried

 feelings concealed inside

heart has been stabbed with a knife

 unbearable pain,amplified

no reason to try

 lifes full of lies

 let out a sigh

 loosen your tie

 pop pills to get high

 anger burns within

 like a lighter thats been lit

 try to forget

 memories surpressed

 being hit,

wrists are slit

 hopeless, frantic fits

get dropped to the floor, sit

 seems simple to quit,

 love? not a  bit

 down in this pit

 eyes flow like a river, drip

 try to stand but you slip

 try to walk but you trip

been chwed then spit, dip

 keep climbing this mountain with nothing to grip

confused and alone, unequipped

torn apart, ripped.