I really can’t take it anymore. I just can’t love my mother anymore and I feel horrible because of this. But every time I do feel some pity for her, it just gets worse. I just don’t know. I want to get away from here, away from my parents. Every time I see them I am nearly crying. I often thought about suicide, but I don’t really want to die, I am scared to die. Yet, I would do anything to get away from here, as far as possible.. Please, can’t anybody save me? Can’t anybody make me disappear?..
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Hi resi, I can relate to you. i had a very rough upbringing to have nobody who cared. some say they did, but did they really. My mother was a crackwhore, i’ve seen the unimaginable, beleive me. I’ve always been scared to die, not so much the dying part but of not dying and suffering for the rest of my life. i mean to me the worst part would be me being paralyzed or something remember my past, wanting to die but not being able to do anything about it. then you are truly stuck in your own body. while you still can, make the best of the negativity and think positive. i know it’s not easy, i’ve been there time and time again. i’ve felt like this pretty much every since i was a teen, not i’m much older, maybe not much but at least double my early teen years. Stay strong, live life teh best of your abbility, hold your head high. Take care.
LB