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Empty

by evildandelions 12/13/2015

written by evildandelions

I feel so heart-broken, that even having my depression improve doesn’t feel important to me. I want to be happy with my ex-fiance. It feels so cruel for my depression to maybe finally lift a little, only to lose the most important person to me. I feel like a part of myself is missing.

It just all feels so impossible. Like it can’t be happening. Or that it shouldn’t be happening. I just can’t stand it.

I have a friend coming to visit me. I invited him because I really need a friend, in person, right now. I don’t have any local friends. But I don’t know […]

12/13/2015 1 comment

Who am i kidding?

by disgusting 10/12/2015

written by disgusting

My life doesn’t matter. I’m the ugliest person in the world so I don’t matter for shit. Guys have their fucking choice to cherry pick from the entire population of the earth and if you’re born with a vagina and don’t have the body frame to ever weigh 80 lbs as an adult, you might as well fucking kill yourself because no man will ever choose you.

10/12/2015 8 comments

Who are you?

by NoBuddy 10/8/2015

written by NoBuddy

10/8/2015 20 comments

Who do I go for help

by What'swrongwithme 9/20/2015

written by What'swrongwithme

I haven’t killed myself yet but my depression has gotten worst everyday I haven’t told anyone about it but there’s a guy I started talking to and he likes me and I told him I have a secret but I’m not sure if I trust him to not tell anyone I guess I want help but should I tell him so it could be some help I don’t know who to go to please help before I kill myself or before I don’t want help anymore so guys should I tell that guy or someone else or no one at all

9/20/2015 4 comments

Who can’t relate to this song haha

by wndozh8er 9/17/2015

written by wndozh8er

9/17/2015 2 comments

Felling hopeless

by todaymaybe 8/16/2015

written by todaymaybe

Darkness, my friend

Breathless, and tired has become a regular feeling, the darkness taking over the light within. Shadows of my past, the skeletons in my closet and the words that left scars, over flow, leaving me grasping for help. Unable to move, to face the day, I lay there in quiet, letting the shadow take all my goodness and innocence and leave me empty and hollow. Rushing through my days in a haze, forcing a smile onto my exhausted face so that no one can see that I’m falling. Smiling, laughing and hiding, leaves me feeling weak and small, I am just gliding through life […]

8/16/2015 2 comments

Is 25 over the hill? Who else wants to die young?

by goodboy 8/15/2015

written by goodboy

The age before life starts to get worse, you leave your prime and descent begins. Cavemans only lived to their 30’s, this was the most natural and primitive human lifestyle back when every human was robust and healthy, nobody had suicidal thoughts or modern problems. In contrast, really weak but advanced people like Romantic poets (john keats) died in their 20’s-30’s. The only time people lived to 60+ was when they were healthy but lived in farms or villages. Only recently EVERYONE even unhealthy/mentally ill/pessimistic people can expect to live to 80’s-90’s and It’s because of the medicines we discovered. Life today is more artificial, […]

8/15/2015 8 comments

Who in here is pro euthanasia for the mentally ill, and who here is against it?

by wndozh8er 8/2/2015

written by wndozh8er

Personally I’m all for it! As long as it’s voluntary

8/2/2015 20 comments

Been a tough week at work. Who wants to play a game with me?

by NWren 7/3/2015

written by NWren

Been a long week at work. I don’t want to get into it and still have 39 days until I can see a doctor and start getting help. Who wants to play a game I made up to help me through the hard times?

It’s called “Have To/Get To” and you list one thing you will never HAVE to do again if you kill yourself, but then you list two things you will never GET to do again once you’re dead. I don’t know why, but it helps me so I figured I would share with you guys.

Here’s mine:

I will never have to be laughed at by […]

7/3/2015 6 comments

Who

by One Million Masks 7/2/2015

written by One Million Masks

We are here, we are here, we are here!

Who wants to be ignored?
Who wants to spill their guts and be met with the snores of the disinterested masses?
Who wants to reach for help and get knocked back on their asses?

We are here, we are here, we are here!

Who wants a little more?
Who wants to not have to implore some poor friend-relative-stranger to dip their toes into the danger of caring even a little?
Who wants to stop whittling away at their lives and themselves and see with new eyes?

We are here, we are here, we are here!

Who– tell me now– who […]

7/2/2015 1 comment

I Really Fuck’n Love You!!!

by RealTalk30 6/15/2015

written by RealTalk30

But you’re just like every sorry fuck’n **** I’ve ever met! Yeah that’s right…all your friends warned you about me but you had to be curious. .you just had to find out for yourself and what did you get?
You sit there and play on my every insecurity but HAA.. guess what? They’ve been there longer than you and they will always be mine! Just like you will always be mine… HEY!! Are you listening?? Fuck you..don’t walk away from me!!
You want to talk about things that are a dime a dozen.. well I’m 3 down in a row of 56.5 minus this shit […]

6/15/2015 0 comment

Psyche Funeral

by No12run2 5/24/2015

written by No12run2

Being
Black
Young
And
Poor
Who
Could
Ask for
More?
My faith
In humanity
Has suddenly
Been destroyed
No joyful mornings
Just mourning nights
Where my fight
Is useless
Just
Like
My life
Show me
Fair
Show me
Love
Show me
The lessons of my childhood
Were not just a deception
Of my conception
Of who I’ve come to be
Remind me
Of who I am
Not what you
Want me to be

5/24/2015 7 comments

A Recurring Dream

by Sammi6xoxo 5/6/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

The warm spring air calms my mind as my feet hit the sparkling cement of the now wet main street bridge. The hood of my black jacket hides my face as I make my way to the top. Its 2a.m. and the city is dead silent. My phone buzzes continuously in my back pocket, but I ignore it. My mind wonders as I stare down at the black waters beneath me. Who will miss me when I’m gone? Who will think of me? I check my […]

5/6/2015 14 comments

I want to kill myself.

by Astley 5/3/2015

written by Astley

I seriously want to kill myself. More than anything. I said last night that I don’t think I deserved to live and his response was “Who are you to judge who lives and who dies”. Surprisingly that may have just proved how useless I really am. I am much more of a burden than I am worth. I hate myself. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I speak. I hate my unbreakable habits. I wish that at the very least I could cut deep enough to seem legit, but all I am is a superficial, self absorbed, burden on the earth. […]

5/3/2015 7 comments

hAha

by Bisban 4/26/2015

written by Bisban

Anchor, at the bottom of the world

Dispute undefeated eternally

Who is it now that guides me

That nobody sees

Everything

Drumming

My brother, Industriousness

I love you

I go, where nobody sees

My Uncle, the Pig

4/26/2015 0 comment

False Prayers

by Sammi6xoxo 4/17/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

I’m sending up a prayer
To the emptiness up stairs
I cry in desperation
And hope that someone hears
I’ve been taught so much
About clinging to my fears
And how a single touch
Can dry up every tear

Who is my saving grace
Does my hero have a name
Should I be looking to myself
To numb all of my pain
I’m tired of trying
Id rather hold your hand
I wouldn’t feel like dying
If someone tried to understand

4/17/2015 19 comments

Bring Me the Horizon-Drown

by majesticwalrus 4/15/2015

written by majesticwalrus

What doesn’t kill you makes you wish you were dead
Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper
And I can’t take one more moment of this silence
The loneliness is haunting me
And the weight of the world’s getting harder to hold up

It comes in waves, I close my eyes
Hold my breath and let it bury me
I’m not okay, and it’s not alright
Won’t you drag the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I’m down?
Save me from myself, don’t let me drown
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save […]

4/15/2015 2 comments

Who wants to marry a kiwi NZ’er lol

by schizophrenia 222 4/9/2015

written by schizophrenia 222

Hi all i may start up a website i want to move on in life. I’m male 31 and a little schizophrenic when i was young my ex mrs said i should have been a model ive put on some weight not heaps though and not too ugly. This aint a dating website but i want kids its hard to work with my illness though im pretty talented. Im still currently married but want to start my life again. And that can change i dont care if you have an illness i can support that. Just dont want to waste my life all alone. Im […]

4/9/2015 4 comments

The pretender

by macd123 4/1/2015

written by macd123

Often I sculpt people
Who aren’t there
To create memories that don’t exist
That make me laugh at nothing
Often
Pretend that someone is concerned
That I actually knew you
And that the choir knows my name
At night I imagine
That I smell your hair
I hear you breathe
I slip into your womb
Always
I wake up alone
With a fractured skull
And empty space
Still in my wheelchair
Unable to move
While the diva in my head
Sings long arias
Of self abuse
That I twist into
Lullabies just to survive
In the doctors office
I open the magazine
I fail the […]

4/1/2015 0 comment

by Sammi6xoxo 3/21/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

I feel blinded. What am I missing? Who am I missing? What am I doing? I’m so fed up with this confusion and feeling As though something is wrong. I dunno… Maybe I’m crazy

3/21/2015 5 comments

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