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Willpower

I don’t want to feel bad anymore

by idkmyname 8/25/2013

written by idkmyname

Sometimes I just try to be positive.

Igrew up in a- well, not poor, but not wealthy- family. So by the way every single problem was money.

Our father left us, I have a sister that has cerebral palsy,

and well there are maaaaany negative things in my life, i went through horrible stories in my life and things that i just heard out from my mom and everything

I don’t have real friends, I mean, no one tries to hear me, cause they think that im crazy, even my boyfriend sometimes he just doesnt want to hear me or something, i think he thinks that everything that is […]

8/25/2013 0 comment

hope fails

by sbkstep43 3/29/2013

written by sbkstep43

i know im no one but i believe i can make a difference im have the willpower and strength to help others by masking my emotions ….but i need someone to believe in me

3/29/2013 2 comments

My Life Is’nt Worth Living Anymore

by BrokenStar 11/22/2012

written by BrokenStar

For the past 10 or 12 years i have known that things in my life weren’t right. How on earth did i allow my sad pathetic life come to this? Alls i know is that i can’t take it anymore, constant thoughts of suicide even if i haven’t guts to do it i still have this strong feeling of wanting to die. I often question my very existance. I do understand what people are trying to do when they write stuff like ” It will get better” stuff like that, but at the same time it never does get any better. Just a few things […]

11/22/2012 5 comments

This hell is mine

by seanforgotten 7/28/2012

written by seanforgotten

This time I died. Not when I was supposed to. I’m sorry to the man who is now Gone and I still walk. If there is a heaven then u have found it, and you may be looking upon me screaming. Yelling till ur lungs bleed and your breath won’t replenish in your lungs. I hate u is what you will prob say. Or I want to rip open your mind with a spoon and scream into it. WAKE UP U DUMB F$&@!! Just please wake up… But he never woke up. And never will I. Im so sorry Eric. I never meant for any […]

7/28/2012 7 comments

Break me down, kick me around.

by supern0vaa 3/12/2012

written by supern0vaa

I’m so sick and tired of being left behind.
I don’t really no how to describe it. I am just done with everything.
No one really knows how upset I am. I’ve never told anyone why I am like this. Most people, don’t notice how depressed I am. It’s starting to take it’s toll on me though. I stay up until 4am daily now, get as much sleep as I can, repeat. I am constantly tired because I just, don’t… do anything. I mope around my house. The only things i’ve been able to think about today, is how horrible my life is compared to […]

3/12/2012 3 comments