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Wings

I’m Dead To The World

by Cr1ms0nPsych0 8/28/2013

written by Cr1ms0nPsych0

For the past weeks I’ve noticed everyone smile and be happy, Lying to everyone and saying I’m happy so I will be explaining my feelins through these lyrics:

“Seems like the gods are punishing me

shackled in chains I just can’t Break free

Hands round my throat tighten the grip

bound by my sins so my wings have been clipped

I’m paying the price, I’m doing the time

serving my sentence for doing the crime

So show me the heavens or drag me to hell

my story is over i bid you farewell, I bid you farewell

now drag me to hell”

I did not write these lyrics BFMV did, its the easiest way to […]

8/28/2013 1 comment

im back with the poems and no more cuts… so far

by why i dont no 8/23/2013

written by why i dont no

we wonder this earth born with no one put in are laps no one is given to us as are right we wish it was but in the end we haft to fight throw the shit and the pane the bullyâ€™s and the heart break all for what a wiled goose chase but the goose chase that we are all on Leeds some were we just haft to run little faster jump a little hirer grow wings and fly do the imposable prove the girls and the boys from school that they are all wrong that we can out live there hate that we can […]

8/23/2013 0 comment

AT YOUR DARKEST HOUR

by RealTalk30 8/14/2013

written by RealTalk30

Shift yourself from this grave..side to side ..consider yourself for the first time in a millennia. Look up to the sky..consider you’ll live again.
Drifting up from your sleep..in a haze to what the world has become. Shake a breath for the wind..show no fear for the light…and slowly breath in.. Exhale!

Search for strength, beneath your bleeding heart. Behind the crimson lines you’ve drawn tighter still. Reset trap door thoughts of letting the world collide with the emptiness inside. Hold on..dare to hold on..hold on tight to life even when the lines break from their binds.

Hold onto your hope so tight. Dampen the screams […]

8/14/2013 4 comments

Does this place exist? A place of no worrying or betrayal?

by berriegrande 8/5/2013

written by berriegrande

I want to go somewhere. I want to be free.
With people just like me.
I’m thinking of a mini forest in the mountains full of magnificent beautiful flora.
There’s a blue stream running there in front of me, flowing.
Up above, there’s two giant white clouds contrasting against the black night sky.
In between the clouds is a palace. That’s my goal.
That’s a place where you are free of problems. You’re listened to and respected. It’s where you make everyone happy, even yourself!
To get there I must earn my wings though. I must recruit people. People who are just like me.
Guys, […]

8/5/2013 3 comments

I Wrote a Poem

by smith90 6/19/2013

written by smith90

I wrote a poem a while back and and didn’t think much of it. I always knew I had a darker side, I just didn’t realize how depressed I was. It would be great to die this way, I hope someone remembers it.

THE LEDGE
look over the edge, what do you see?
The black of the street? Lights from the cars?
If you look up do you see stars?
Is the world black or completely clear?
Would they hear if you screamed from up here?
Or would they even care?
Look over the edge, what do you see?
Down below is your destiny, so […]

6/19/2013 1 comment

The dream

by left_for_dead 5/7/2013

written by left_for_dead

Tonight as we sleep,
When we aren’t making a peep.
Let’s dream of all the little broken things,
Pretend we are butterflies with solid wings.
Wish for things to become right,
As we sleep in the night.

While most sleep without a sound,
I toss and turn ’round.
My mind is filled with a nightmare,
Though no one really seems to care

Please kill me I start to yell,
I know I am going straight to hell.
The man with horns sounds the alarm,
Here comes everyone that’s ever done harm.

I then wake up without a breath of air,
But then again no one will care.

5/7/2013 0 comment

It’s really difficult now…

by z80 4/17/2013

written by z80

He’s right.
He ran all kinds of physical tests to make sure there was nothing physical.

He’s a psychiatrist, so there’s no talk time.

Yet he figured out what blew me past the limits of my meds… the voices I hear now… or just noticed that I hear now.

Loneliness.

I’m in another country.
I’ve been abandoned by both wings of my family.
There is not a soul that hears me.

Online people share my words, but not a one knows my face. No one has ever looked me in the eyes.

If they did, they would not believe my words anymore.

4/17/2013 0 comment

Little Doll

by Ignorance 4/16/2013

written by Ignorance

Came into the world bright and perfect

Never expected something so terrifying

Something so hectic

Full of death and crying

I wasn’t scared or sad

I thought I was saved and they weren’t lying

I was sitting in my perfect world, too blind to see the bad

Then here comes the giant, my hands he was tying

I was going out of my mind, I thought I was going mad

Then here comes the death, here comes the crying

My head was pounding as I thought, “Where is my dad?”

The giant laughed, whispering “His love for you is dying”

My hands were bonded by duct tape, losing the strength I had

My feet were stuck together, I […]

4/16/2013 0 comment

Cutters Lullabye (my version)

by the_unfixable 3/31/2013

written by the_unfixable

Hush a bye baby, Now close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings upon a thorn
You know the pain that they’ve endured

Drifting dreamer
So soft, so sweet
Cut your wrists and bleed on the sheets
Slashing and thrashing
While black tears flow
Crimson stains now mark your pillow

Smiling cutter no more, no less
As you beg for the kiss of death
Dreaming slicer all tucked in bed
It will be long past morning
Before they realise your dead

Rock a bye baby, and say goodbye
Let’s fly away with the butterflies
Slice away
Just one more slash
Down comes baby
Into […]

3/31/2013 2 comments

What is it?

by TarotXIII 3/19/2013

written by TarotXIII

What is life? What is death?

Such words countlessly repeated.

What is after? What was before?

A bird in a cage has no use for such answers.

Brocken wings, muted songs,

For life will exhaust them before long.

What is this wonderful world you speak of?

I look, I search,

I desperatly yearn for a revelation.

But I see grey, I see ugliness,

I see the bars in hoplessness.

When all smiles could faked and all cheers could be fabricated,

Even love will be twisted.

What is remaining? What should I be searching?

Only the self satifaction of daydreaming.

Let me sleep, let me dream, let me wander away from my cage.

I don’t want this heart anymore

3/19/2013 3 comments

love

by doniak 3/19/2013

written by doniak

â€œButterflies canâ€™t see their wings. They canâ€™t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone elseÂ can. People are like that as well.â€

3/19/2013 0 comment

ugh

by blahh 2/7/2013

written by blahh

I dont want to have to lie anymore, I dont want to pretend im well when im not, what i want is to expose my deepest wishes.

That would cause a stronger prison and I couldnt bare have my wings totally ripped away from me.

So sad I just cant scream my happiness to the four corners of the world.

But ill try something small which i hope will ease my pain: I will test my therapist and deal with whatever comes from her!

2/7/2013 3 comments

{Caterpillar~Cocoon~Butterfly} A poem.

by I.cant.breathe! 1/27/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

Don’t catch me. Don’t try.
Just let this butterfly fly.

Don’t save me. Don’t try.
Just ignore these tears I cry.

Don’t comfort me. don’t speak.
Just let me be free.

Don’t tell me I push you away.
Cause it’s your choice to stay.

Don’t tell me you will stay. that you will never leave.
that’s what I won’t believe.
People always decieve.

Don’t tell me that I’d be missed.
they’d only miss my tears.

Don’t tell me you want to help.
then where were you all those years?

Don’t say you won’t let me leave tonight.
If you won’t then I’m prepared to fight.

Just let me spread my wings and fly.

1/27/2013 2 comments

Back.

by I.cant.breathe! 1/17/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

I wanted to die
they saved my life
man, fuck this shit
it just ain’t right.

Went to the tower to see if i’d fly.
but then they decided that I should’nt try.

They ripped off my wings and tore off my feathers.
It’s for the worse not for the better.

I had it all planned wrote out the note
I was more than ready to go.

I said goodbye to the hell I called home, and walked to the bus stop that would deliver me hope, skipped down the stairs and then up to the elevator, 10 storys up with a sign that said danger.
Danger, don’t stand […]

1/17/2013 1 comment

Ashes to Ashes/Once

by HunterNightshade 1/14/2013

written by HunterNightshade

Note: I wrote this after I was blackmailed and cyber raped

***

Ashes to Ashes I am covered

Blood rushing through my veins

Blood rushing through my head

Blood rushing out of me

I once was a pure, strong one

Filled with light and alivliness

Now darkness consumes me

And I have fallen My heart crushed

My mind gone mad, And my body shattered

Ashes to Ashes I am shattered

Shattered to the core

I wake from my sleep

To walk in my never-ending nightmare

I was once alive

I once had strong wings to soar

I once was pure with light

Now I am dead

My wings weak, no longer able to soar

I am no longer pure and filled […]

1/14/2013 0 comment

Let me fly

by drknght90 1/4/2013

written by drknght90

When I’m gone let my love carry on

Give it wings and let it fly
Help it change lives
I’ve given my all and have nothing left to give.

I’ve no regrets my only fault was not fighting hard enough
And holding on too loosely

Now I’m lost these demons have taken hold
They’re dragging me down into this hell of my own soul
Fuck I can’t get away

When I’m gone let my love carry on
Give it wings and let it fly
Help it change lives
I’ve given my all and have nothing left to give.

I’m alive ! It’s the biggest lie I’ve ever told myself! I died but I say I’m alive!
I’ve taken my […]

1/4/2013 1 comment

So I guess you had to leave, You were born with wings, But you were never happy, ‘Til the angels sing….

by Nat.... 11/20/2012

written by Nat....

Okay, So urm… I’ve decided that the only place, really that I should complain about my life is on here. I just don’t wanna hurt the people around me anymore….

On Saturday- A new friend showed me the song Hollywood Undead- Coming back down. I had it in my head for ages, Just over-analyzing it. I had this horrible feeling (partly to do with “voices”?) that we’re all going to die…. I literally went crazy over this.

Monday Night- Nick’s cousin is in a car crash, And unfortunately Dies. R.I.P

Today- I have came to a sort of conclusion that people are going to keep dying until i’m […]

11/20/2012 1 comment

Nothing Left to Break

by Nephilim_Sancti 9/30/2012

written by Nephilim_Sancti

My world is sinking in

Ankle-deep

And skin, too thin.

Trapped in solitude,

Surrounded by multitudes,

Misunderstood

Left unprotected,

Left too corrected.

Caught in a dream world,

Not here, not there.

Nowhere.

Bullet in my head,

Swinging from a tree,

Buried six feet under,

Why wonâ€™t she die?

Ripped and broken,

Torn a sunder,

With a heart like hers,

Itâ€™s a wonder.

Let her wander,

In the desert,

Through the mud,

There is no water,

Only sun..

Breaking chains,

Breaking free,

Still feel bound,

To every day.

Breaking hearts,

Broken mind,

Breaking promises,

Need to unwind.

Breaking faces with fists of iron,

And suffering the consequences

From whence they burn.

Time to sleep,

Time to die,

Itâ€™s better than this,

Unable to cry.

Foundering in my thoughts,

Left to think,

Itâ€™s a crime,

To plot to murder yourself

For less than the dime

You found in your wallet,

Hidden in […]

9/30/2012 12 comments

Longing to die.

by ImmortalMe 8/24/2012

written by ImmortalMe

I live in a world that is not real. I feel like I don’t belong in this world. I was forced to pursue a career that I wasn’t interested in. I talk five sentences with my parents on a maximum. Â They have never once asked me how my day went. I never tell them. I don’t tell them about all the nights I sit alone and cry my eyes out into the pillow. I don’t tell them about the bad days I have, or the good ones either. My joys and my sorrows are entirely my own. I love learning about the Universe, but the […]

8/24/2012 4 comments

Vanilla twilight- owl city

by rawrimaturtle.. 7/14/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

The stars lean down to kiss you,Â
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly,Â
But I’ll miss your arms around me.
I’d send a postcard to you dear,Â
‘Cause I wish you were here.

I’ll watch the night turn light blue.
But it’s not the same without you,Â
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,Â
The silence isn’t so bad,Â
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,Â
‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I’ll find repose in new ways,Â
Though I haven’t slept in […]

7/14/2012 3 comments

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