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Awwhhh

by Silverbird 1/21/2015

written by Silverbird

Someone said how worried/scared they are of killing themselves, because they just started cutting xDD

And it wasn’t even much of any cutting either, just a few scratches? I wonder if they even bled any or will scab over at all 😛

But I litterally bawled out ‘awwwhh!’ after first reading that, as if I was looking at a cute kitten, or this adorable little fucker that I never knew existed until a week or two ago: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkemK00kPo4 xDD

Something is wrong with me….I mean, everyone has something wrong with them, but damn! >x<

You’ve got a longg way to go before killing yourself…if you’ve -just- started cutting…it takes […]

1/21/2015 3 comments

Friend.

by hellblau 1/21/2015

written by hellblau

If You had a friend who spoke to you in the same way you sometimes speak to yourself, ¿How long would you allow that person to be your friend?

1/21/2015 3 comments

When things begin to break.

by JustCharlie 1/18/2015

written by JustCharlie

Do you ever feel yourself slipping back into the darkness and you try your hardest not to; you claw away at yourself and at everything around you in an attempt to stay sane.

You watch as all the things you care about become meaningless and things that once brought you happiness are now just chores, things you have to do in order to keep up the appearance that everything is normal.

Each time I battle these ‘demons’, eventually I find myself back in their company and the sick thing is, it’s like reuniting with an old friend.

1/18/2015 1 comment

Hi bestf

by disappearingme97 1/13/2015

written by disappearingme97

– Maybe I’m just imagining them. The pain will not exist. It’s all in my mind. It’s mind over matter. It will not. It should not. It does not. –

Hi bestf

I just wanna hide in corners with ya. Hide hide. Cause I like looking at people but not people looking at me.

Don’t hurt yourself for me. Stupid idiot. Silly silly. You’re pretty and an amazing piece of work. You are really amazing. Sigh. You idiot. Thank you for sticking. You’re really a wonderful gem in my life.

Don’t worry. I’ll be there to help you whenever you need. No matter how confused you feel, how upset […]

1/13/2015 0 comment

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by Xuonimo 1/13/2015

written by Xuonimo

how do you convince yourself that you deserve peace/happiness?

1/13/2015 4 comments

please

by 1298 1/12/2015

written by 1298

sometimes life is just too hard
you can only help yourself
except, i can’t

please let me leave
just please help me make this less painful
it will be so much better for everyone

1/12/2015 2 comments

Do we get over it ? If yes, how ?

by freedomseeker 1/12/2015

written by freedomseeker

Hi, i’m back here. Again. I was watching TV and I saw somebody who made me feel bad. It made me think about a person I used to know, somebody I stopped seeing. A “friend”. Yeah, you know those friends you hang out with because you’re too young and too insecure to think by yourself and to trust yourself. This person who hangs out with you because you’re enough hopeless and in a shitty state that you make her/him feel better about her/his own person. To be clear, I do not miss that person at all. She’s a complete wreck with all the pride only […]

1/12/2015 3 comments

Love yourself and hold on

by Pretend Girl 1/11/2015

written by Pretend Girl

I read the posts here and I feel so sad. So many people, so much sadness. I wish I could give each and every person a hug.

Let me say this… YOU are the most important person in your life. Please provide yourself with loving words, loving actions and hold on.

Take great care of you.

1/11/2015 0 comment

Do you ever want to kill yourself because you’re genuinely stupid?

by someday_sinking 1/10/2015

written by someday_sinking

A lot of the time I project a facade of intelligence, I’ve been told I write well, that I can be eloquent and articulate at times, but I’m actually genuinely stupid. Math and anything pertaining to basic logic is beyond my comprehension, like I’ve literally failed Algebra twice in a row and I still don’t get it, I don’t understand much about math beyond arithmetic at all. Complex subjects that require thoughtful analysis and ability to make sense of information are beyond me, I struggle to understand anything when it’s not spelled out to me, and even then I still don’t get it. I’ve been […]

1/10/2015 6 comments

Don’t Starve

by ClarityOfAutumn 1/7/2015

written by ClarityOfAutumn

Nothing ages the soul faster than unrequited love. It consumes us the way waves would a bottle cast out to sea, with a message never to fall upon adoring eyes. Trapped and drowning in the voluminous expanse it’s easy –and almost expected– for one to give up. To take one last deep breath without the pressure of exhaling.

The choice to take one’s own life isn’t about attention or self mutilation, it’s the serenity that lies in being able to choose your last moment. The final page authored by you that lives on long after your book is closed. In some regard it’s truly the only way […]

1/7/2015 0 comment

Why?

by QuixoticNomad 1/5/2015

written by QuixoticNomad

When you’re suicidal, why do you choose not to kill yourself?

I don’t know why I haven’t killed myself yet. I am so tired of being depressed; I am so tired of my mood swings.

I wish I didn’t care about anything; I wish that I was a sociopath.

1/5/2015 4 comments

hi

by my heaven is your hell 1/2/2015

written by my heaven is your hell

Wow,who would have thought that i would survive.I can’t believe im still here.Somehow,time flies and i just got used to the fact that I have to live because my death would only bring problems to others.So i am here,alive some would say.I don’t know how to feel about it,but everyone should try .Maybe in a year or two something changes.Give it a try,give a chance to yourself.And if anyone needs to talk im here,no matter when.

1/2/2015 1 comment

I Can’t

by dalm 1/1/2015

written by dalm

1 hour and 30 minutes into new years and my mum stars just screaming at me like a fucking cow. Keep in mind that this was not the first time she shouted at me for no reason. I don’t know what i did wrong. I’m questioning myself over and over again. I’m planning either killing myself by and overdose or just fail but experience severe pain. Note that i come from a Muslim family even though in my perspective, i think that all religion are a joke. It is believed in Islam though that you will go straight to Hell if you self harm or […]

1/1/2015 3 comments

I just want to be free

by quencilon 1/1/2015

written by quencilon

i just want to be free

hi my life sucks. My dad has beaten me since i was 5, nobody understands me, i disqualified from university, in finding no job in this third world country, no goal life. Even my parents just said to me ” kill yourself” this new years

Please tell me a way, so i can be free of this torment called life.

1/1/2015 2 comments

The same as the others, want to die, afraid to act and fail

by Shintora 12/30/2014

written by Shintora

I’ve been fighting this off for decades. I’ve had a couple of failed attempts not because I didn’t make a real effort but because something always happened to stop. Now, I’ve lost everything which I had gained and nothing left has any value except my children but that’s no longer enough. I want death and to be out fem this pain and suffering. The reasons are numerable but the answers are empty as to why to keep going. I just want out. I don’t know why I’m writing. I suspect it’s just to get through the next moments and maybe the day. If I can […]

12/30/2014 2 comments

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr

by FeelingFunny 12/28/2014

written by FeelingFunny

Be strong and be the best person you can be. No one can ask any more of you. It’s alot easier to place blame than it is to forgive. Learning to forgive others is what takes true strength. Also, and most important of all, learn to be able to forgive yourself. Im such a preachy douche, lol.

12/28/2014 16 comments

I love you

by hellblau 12/22/2014

written by hellblau

Happy birthday to the most beautiful and unique person I’ve ever met, I really love you, you know I’ll give everything for you, I want you to be happy and be fine. I know your heart is broken but I swear I can fix it if you let me try. I can try to make you happy. I love you so much. I swear. I wish I had the courage to tell you all this instead of writing it down where you can’t read it. You’re such a beautiful pain that I crave everyday. Even tho I know I’m broken I know that love can […]

12/22/2014 2 comments

100 Days Clean!!

by ghost187 12/21/2014

written by ghost187

I became 100 days clean from cutting on December 11,2014. I never thought that I’d make it. My best friend helped me get to this special day and he’s helped me stay on the right path. He’s so proud of me.

Today is now December 21,2014 and I am now 110 days clean.

I want people who are having struggles trying to stay clean to know that it’s okay. Anything is possible with the right support and guidance. Set goals for yourself. Believe in yourself.

There will be days when it gets hard and all you want to do is cut. I mean I still want […]

12/21/2014 4 comments

I’M FUCKING SORRY!!! :(

by Alexther 12/20/2014

written by Alexther

Dad, I tried… I tried to stop you… I cut your noose you’ve prepared on the balcony to try to stop you from hanging yourself, then I pulled the knife from your hands 3 times, but the 4th time you managed to slit your throat… I’M SORRY! I WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH! I’M SORRY I PUSHED YOU TO THE GROUND AND SWEARED AT YOU WHEN YOU TRIED TO HIT MOM, BUT I SAW NO OTHER WAY! PLEASE DON’T DIE! NOT ALONE! I AM SORRY FOR THREATENING YOU WITH THE KNIFE WHEN YOU TURNED TOO VIOLENT! PLEASE JUST DON’T DIE! I BEG YOU! :(((((((((((((((((((

FUCK I HATE THIS!!! […]

12/20/2014 6 comments

jo …

by joinel 12/12/2014

written by joinel

loneliness is an ocean with an infinite depth, that will constantly drown you and you will loose sight of others. Popularity is an atmosphere that has an infinite height, it will get you so high such that, you will loose sight of yourself.

12/12/2014 1 comment

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