Archive for April, 2011

Miscellaneous Quarrels

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

I know I do this everytime, but once again let me apoligize for any informalities in my writing this evening. I haven’t been especially concerned with much lately, except for simply expressing myself (in regards to writing). You know, I have a pretty well-rounded social persona, I think. What I mean is that I’ve talked […]

I Want to die!

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

Hi, my name is Jordan, my life is a complete disaster. My family are fantastic but my personal issues are awful. i am 18 and recently split up with my girlfriend of over 2 and a half years, the day we split up i found out she was texting another lad and wanted to meet […]

Why isn’t suicide an option?

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

Why can’t suicide be an option? When ever you bring it up people always act like no matter the circumstance it’s not ok. What if someone is so chronicly depressed that treatment doesn’t help? I say only you in the end know what is best for you. What’s wrong with a termanly ill person saving […]

When you’ve been through almost everything, my story

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

I’m 16 years old, and a suicide survivor (I guess that’s what it’s called). I guess I’ll explain my life in this rant. I’m not sure what the point of this is, I guess just to show that if you’re going through something, you’re not alone. Also things get better.

Guess I really am doing this

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

I’m killing myself in a few minutes. This life is too much to handle. I can’t keep going like this, alone. And I am alone. Sure, I have friends and family, but I’m isolated. So much that I can barely remember what it’s like to have those, to have the support of my friends, to […]

Incase

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

i guess i’ve wondered what people who succeeded on here posted last. did they just stop posting? or say goodbye. I’d rather the latter, I only want to say if i succeed tonight, or over the weekend, that i apreciate everything people have said on here. and i wish everyone on here the best, in […]

Right.

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

This is going to be quite a large vent, maybe it’ll help sort things out. Issue 1. Pissed off. One of our friends, Lets call her Zoan, has litterally fucked us all over. She’s talked about all of us behind our backs, she’s been a hypocrite, and she’s tried to break a couple up within […]

I’ll give it a couple

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

I’m not a hateful person.  I was abused when I was a kid, went through an abusive relationship with an ex boyfriend but I don’t hate any of those people.  I don’t hate anyone.  I actually like people.  I think most people are beautiful, actually, just like I think that the world can be a […]

Vent vent vent.

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

Feel like shit. Fucked up again. Now a friend hates me. My friend keeps showing me her latest cuts like it’s something to brag about. I’ve been feeling the ”urges” again. Going out didn’t help. Little problems that just smash me down.

Hey Amber

Saturday, April 30th, 2011

Hope you are fine, Just wanted to tell you, that I have not forgotten you or Sage Hope you guys are good, the thought you 3(include little creature that I love) were typeing away with your little fingers, when I was down, just give me this energy to live, wish I could take you guys […]