September 30th, 2012by Jake
No matter how much I try with my parents, my teachers, my friends, it never adds up, I can never satisfy anyone. Nothing I do is ever right. Even if I do do something right it is still wrong! I’ve had numerous failed attempts against my life and just quit trying after that. But every time my parents start up about my schoolwork I want to go back for another try. The only time I feel clm and relaxed is when I’m playing a game or doing something outside with my imagination (no, not masturbating). I’m sitting there all calm just playing my video game and my parents come in there and chew my ass for making a B in a class. No video games, no friends, no nothing! All they want is more! I don’t see why I can’t just make B’s my sophmore year and buckle down when I become a junior; when colleges and such actually start looking at me. If you read this thank you, it means a lot to me because this is my way of getting what I want to say out, and it really helps my conscious. So thankz!