Hard2Live

i just wanna bawl my eyes out. No one will ever love me. How many anyone love me when i dont even love myself? This world is filled with so much pain, and sadness. It’s like you try to make things better but theres always some asshole bringing you down. I hope to live in a world where we all loved and care for each other. Not this counterfeit planet. There are just some days where i wanna do it, end it all. But i dont know what to do. I wanna die painlessly, so at least at my last breath i dont feel so much pain. I’ve been struggling to sleep. I think i see Death sometimes. It’s been this nightmare where Death always comes with demons. And its been getting more in depth everyday. I wish that it were real. That he could just take my life and i could be down with this. Now i have to go to school, fake smile for kids who hate me and try my hardest not to breakdown. I’m just so pathetic, and useless. I suck at school, with that being said i’ll be a nothing in life. I’m already a nothing now, now i gotta look forward to being nothing in the future? like whats the point? well gotta go, time to do my Oscar performance like i always do.