You know, depression is one frustrating thing. After you’ve been so good for such a long time you start to think you’ve beaten it and that’s that.
Like a cold that had finally decided it was time to leave.
But when you finally let your guard down and try to forget about all those depressed time, it decides to come back and feed on your positive life force.
Can I just have the cold instead please? Haha
I just don’t understand why it has to hide in my shadow, acting like molasses and weighing me down when I try to move forward. “Oh, hey there depression. You know, you make it hard to enjoy life and look at the good things. I don’t want to die but you make it so that every day feels like a never ending burden on my shoulders. That’s not how life is supposed to feel. Why do you gotta do that man?”
Seriously, if I could sit down and just have a discussion with Mr. Depression I would gladly do it. But alas, there are many things that cannot be done and that is one of them.
It is just SO frustrating. Grr.
Haha
Soo, there’s that and my little rant is over and now I must try and go on with another day.
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Honestly, this is so relatable. I had a serious relapse recently and… it’s hell. I hope you have a nice day, and you get better again. We can only hope for progress, and to continue pushing the boulder up the endless hill.