Everyone I know left…those who don’t will eventually do…everyone does…everyone leaves eventually it’s just a matter of time before they get tired of telling you that you’re going to be better or even things will be alright…they can’t stand being with someone who lost too much in their life…they can’t stand knowing that words are just not enough to help someone like mesk…so one who is broke into a million piepieces and having the broken pieces shattered by those who I thought wouldn’t leave…in the end all you can think of is that all of them are better without you…because just face the fact…in that group of friends you’re the only one who is depressed…you’re the only one who tried to save others while you yourself is drowning in your own feelings…well everyone leaves…it’s a matter of time…
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You are right, every single person is inevitably lonely. There is nothing more annoying than being right about the wrong things. The truth never sets you free but it leaves you to draw your own conclusions. I honestly don’t know if you’ll be ok but my sincerest hope is that you find peace, if not, a little stability in your heart and mind. Take it from a stoic philosopher, it’s just an experience. Move through it, not over it.
Words may not be a full treatment, but it does help to have someone on your side and support you or even just simply say these things.
But it’s hard for ‘normal’ people, people who never been through that, to understand what it’s like.
That’s why most of them give up easily and eventually leave but they don’t realise that they have to deal with it for a little while and walk away, and they can leave – people who suffer this have to deal with it on their own 24/7 and they have nowhere to run.
If they left so easily then you are the one who is better off without them. If they leave you when you need them the most they are not truly friends.
You’ll find better.
I get the trying to save others insted of trying to save yourself, but you should really try to help yourself first. See if you can figure why you’re feeling that way, what’s in your way, how to start healing, if you can seek and find a way to get help..
So true everyone in your life will eventually leave and are only their for a moment a time, season or a reason, no one will stay with you forever.