I am a 26 year old guy that came from a great family, married an incredible women, and fathered the most precious little girl 2 years ago last month! My life was amazing and then I became addicted to prescripton drugs. My entire world has been turned upside down and I have deeply deeply hurt my amazing wife (who left me in Febuary) my parents, my siblings, and my baby girl. I have gone through rehab and I go to meetings, but tonight I found out that my wife is ready to move forward with her life and that I am not included in those future plans. As much as it kills me to admit that she is doing the right thing I know I must. I have become a cancer that spreads to all those that get close to me. Even staying sober didn’t change the fact that I have this mountain of bad decisions, lost relationships, and much much more that didn’t go away when I stopped using. Now, I have lost my soul mate and dear friend for good and it is all my fault. I refuse to hurt her and my daughter any longer so I think it is time to kill the cancer! My wife is beautiful, smart, funny, etc so I have no doubt that she will find a great guy that will give her and my daughter the love and support that they need. I hate that I have done this to my family and to my life. Addiction is truly a disease that kills a large number of good people, so PLEASE if anybody reading this post is struggling with addiction to anything I beg you to get help this moment! Don’t let it go on for years like I did because eventually this disease with kill you! May God Bless you all
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it’s gonna hurt if you disappear, i’d say the best thing to do is try to fix urself so u can support your daughter through her childhood cause a girl would love to know that her father cared enough to stick around and maybe write letters to her and stuff. your wife was probably very upset when she thought about leaving you, addiction is extremely hard to overcome but odn’t you think it’s worth it for the two people u love??