my life is over. i want it to be over. i know that im not alone in all of this but no one understands. i hate having to go to bed at night wondering if ill get raped or if my nightmares will come back. i hate looking at myself in the mirror; looking at all the cuts and bruises. im tired of harming myself, but it feels so good. its the only thing i feel yet im tired of feeling it. i cant wait until this feeling passes. but that means ill be dead. maybe God will forgive me or an angel will catch me on my way down. if i commit suicide, i wont have to worry if i cry.
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Dear Friend:
If you are cutting and bruising yourself, and having terrible nightmares, and fears of being raped, please consider getting a counselor or therapist.
You are not alone. Many of us on this message board have been in that terrible dark place.
But a good counselor or therapist can help you deal with these feelings and start moving into a better frame of mind.
Please don’t cut and bruise yourself any more — be kind to your body, just as you would be kind to a child or pet that depended on you. You wouldn’t bruise or cut them. So please don’t bruise or cut yourself.
You will need your body for a better life in the future.
God is there for you — start praying to be guided to a good counselor or therapist. And ask God to have your personal guardian angels surround and guide you in this time to better ways to care for yourself.
Eventually you will recover from the depression. So reach out for help, and keep reaching out until you find a counselor who can listen to you.
Many blessings for a recovery,
Struggling to Survive (been there)