I really don’t know why I should live and suffer? My life is hoepless. People say we shouldn’t kill ourselves cause the ones who love us would be sad, but I don’t need to worry about that, I’ve got no family, I don’t have any friends, and I’ve never been in love. I’m sure nobody will be sad if I die. I’m poor educated, and too old and too poor to go back to school. And of course, my job is not the good reason to live, it doesn’t give me satisfaction. and I’m middle aged and very sick, I’ve got no chance to have my baby, who would wanna woman who can’t have baby? so,love is not a reason for me to live. I’m on anti-depressant for countless years, nothing can cure me, there’s just no hope. I don’t wanna live, I wanna die. How can I do?Â What’s the best way to put away with myself?