im 14 and i tried slitting my wrists but it didnt work……..i even took a REALLY hot bath before i did and…well……yea didnt work. my moms a ***** she calls me names all the time and hits me, my dad raped me when i was 5 then left i have litterally no friends everyone calls me “sooty suicide” because of my large scars on my wrists, i just wanna die so i dont have to dream of all the horror and shitty-ass memories i had. my boyfriend of 3 months cheated on me, with my best friend…. im uglier than the child of rosie o’donnel & amy winehouse, im also kinda well…..fat and it gets thrown in my face all the time. when people found out what i did they didnt even seem to care, all they did is laugh…even my one and only “friend”….. my mother gave me up, but now she has me again and im just sick of living no one will miss me at all i know they wont….. i was in the hospital for 2 days and no one came to visit me or even call me……i tried to hang myself but the plastic belt broke and kinda cut my neck alittle bit, i tried pills but they were out-dated and didnt work…….i ran infront of a car, but they stopped and called me a stupid fat kid……..jumped out my window, fucked up my right ankle……and last but not least, i tried to drown myself but my little sister walked in and told my mother….sometimes i think of going to school with a gun and shooting all the people who ever made fun of me, which is just about everybody & finally when im done…..shooting myself in the head. i mean nobody wants a ugly fat chick to be their girl-friend. my names gabrielle and im waiting for anyone to answer me……please tell me how i can end my sickeningly pathetic existence.