I understand that compared to other pople my story doesn’t compare to how bad some people have it, but people find different things harder than other people mayfind it. I’m not as strong as some of you. You’re all so brave compared to me, i’m weak and i know that, if i wasn’t i wouldn’t want to kill myself its just there’s one thing stopping me my mum. he’d be destroyed if i did it but i should do what makes me happy right?
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everyone had difrent weaknesses…it is not making you weak if you cant take to much…every one has his owne limits…
so your not weak…its just to much…its as simple as that…
if you want to talk about what is bugging you then pleas do…
thankyou, its areally long tory two years long, i’ve self harmed and still do to try and stop the pain, i don’t have a proper family and my friends don’t understand how it feels to want to b dead.
yea its abou you and nobody else…
but i’m being selfish and other people have it so much worse
no youre not being selfish…
You’re not being selfish….
Different things drive different people to the edge. If you said you want to commit suicide because you can’t tie your shoelaces, if you really felt that way, then it would be just as valid as a breakup or a crippling disease or any of the other reasons that people have. It’s not fair for anyone to judge your pain unless they’ve been inside your head.
Like the Beatles song goes… “He blew his mind out in a car. He didn’t notice that the lights had changed.” We all have different triggers. If you want to share your story I don’t think anyone here will judge you (unless they’re just being douchebags).
I want to see you get better. You can live a happy, fulfilling life.