ya i know its been awhile…. well i’m no better off than i was the last time i was on here.
The only good thing i haven’t killed myself. I havent been eating or taking my meds. My mom thinks I’m going to go mental. My boyfriend well he isn’t exactly in the loop. I hide it from him. It hurts so much not to tell him that im depressed. Idk what to do? Advice? I dont want to lose him but i dont want him to know that im depressed and that everytime he asks me whats wrong i always put up a front and i say nothings wrong. We both know its a lie… but i dont know what to do…. 🙁
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Stop fronting. Lying to yourself or anyone about your pain can kill you. How do I know? Lying to all her loved ones about her despairt helped to bury my only child who killed herself this year. Get the help you need and deserve, and if your boyfriend isn’t loving and supportive, then dump him.
I care about you.
I want you to be truthful to yourself and your loved ones.
i love him, i really do. we talked last night because my uncle said somethings that my bf wasn’t suppose to here but my uncle said it anyway. asked my why i hide him from my parents, and that he needs to get back locked up. He is a great guy but no one seems to listen to me. I feel so hurt because my uncle is an asshole. I love my bf. we finally talked and now he understand that im not as emotionally stable as he may have thought, and he is trying to help me work through it.