Before I Die……

Before I Die  i just want my family to be proud of who i was to know that i love them and i might not show it so well all the time with my blank expressions i do love them. I just want to know that i wasnt an embarrassment that i was a good person and did great things for others. I want to know that im not going to leave any unfinished business. I want to know i made the right choices and I did the right things. I want to know its my time. So hopefully i can know everything before i die whether its today tomorrow or years from now. But most of all I want to feel ALIVE before its too late.