I know I am one lonely fuck but I wish out of the blue I could fall in love before I die. I think I did nearly five years ago and have been alone since. I know this all sounds a bit soppy and cliched and desperate(probably because it is) but I keep dreaming of it time and time again. If only it could happen to any of us on this site then we’d surely have somethign to live for?
Then there is that saying from the bible which says man will recieve death when he least wants it and when he prays for death it will not come. I geuss people on this site are praying for a car to swerve onto thier side of the road and take them out;and we know it will not happen. Maybe we should not go looking for love or solace or anything as it seems that things only appear when we least expect them. It’ll always be the thing you least expect that’ll bite you in the ass.
So I’ll go on thinking that love will never come then maybe one day it’ll fall right into my lap. Not a great thought when I give myself a year before suicide takes hold………..
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Your a romantic ok maybe your fined it. Guess what. Your prob lose it to.
Then what? kill your self or move on to the next.
If I found it again I would vow never to let it go because now and only now do I appreciate how important it is. I would not make that same mistake twice. I just couldn’t.
It hurt’s to lose. love can be evil it can allso be you no.
Spell it back ward’s
evil.
Goy it from enimem spacebound