I Don’t Want To

I don’t want to do so many things anymore…

Don’t wanna live

Don’t wanna die

Don’t wanna wake up

From my tumultuous sleep

I don’t want to keep going anymore

I don’t want to keep fighting

I don’t want to cry

I don’t want to breathe

I don’t want to let people break my heart anymore

I don’t want to live in this nightmare

I don’t want to change

I don’t want to look in the mirror

I don’t want to even look at the sky

I don’t want to move from my place at my computer

Where I type poetry

For you to read

I don’t want to see anything else but words on my screen

I don’t want to hear anything but my music as I write

I don’t want to even fall in love anymore

I just can’t do it anymore

I don’t want to be ignored

But nobody can hear me