My depression is turning to anger pretty fucking quick. Â My parents weren’t home last Friday night, so I spent my time screaming and lashing my arms with my belt. Â School is almost out for the summer, and I’ve just been hoping someone would fuck with with me so I could just beat the shit out of them. Â I just want to punch them, strangle them, and beat them within an inch of their life. Â Depression is getting boring, so this is some sort of relief.
I’m a piece of shit freak and nothing but that, so why get depressed and cry like a pathetic little bastard. Â I’m sick of feeling pathetic, it gets me nowhere. Â Anger probably won’t either, but just maybe it’ll be enough to push me over the edge so I can just cut all of this shit off. Â No one gives a shit that I’m depressed, no one cares, so if I’m angry some one might care about that.
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What’s going on? Anything that’s specifically making you feel this way? Or is it just everything? :S I deal with depression and a buncha shit too.. I’m anti-violence though lol. anyways.. if you wanna chat me up sometime lemme knwo and ill give fb or email or something… lifes getting pretty useless atm.
Guess what someone cares and shes right here no joke and i know the exact reason you said you dont wanna cry like a pathetic bastard is because something is instilled in ur head to say if you cry your that type of person and dont everrrrr think that please dont listen to people! You get angry cause you cant get laughed at for that but the truth is you want to cry to someone that will truely listen and care and u get angry cause u dont find that i understand that feeling please e-mail me im here mkafan12@yahoo.com