I remember when I was little…
When even though things were tough,
I was… happy
What the heck happened to me?
When did everything change and become so dark?
What caused me to hate myself
And not want to even look at myself in the mirror
When did I start wanting to kill myself?
I just want to be the person I used to be
Who wasn’t afraid to look in the mirror
Who liked who she was because she was unique
And didn’t look at herself as a freak
I don’t feel like a human anymore
I’m almost like a side show freak
It doesn’t even matter what I think
I don’t matter to anyone