Your Doubters Win If You Hit the Self Destruct Button

Two weeks ago I was going to give up, just do it, give my doubters what they wanted, thinking the world would be a better place if i just did do it, i hung about about the train platforms, covered myself in petrol with a blade in one pocket and a lighter in the other pocket, my mind said do it do it your a useless father, useless son, a waste of space and air i was crying i was at my wits end i even wanted to make innocent people to suffer, but something stopped me, something told me GIVE UP, GIVING UP only YOU can CHANGE, and i know we don’t choose for bad things to happen to us, there is a way forward but only YOU can move in that direction only YOU can fight this horrible feeling of wanting to die there is hope and faith its within reach happy days are just around the corner, just smile even if your really down in the dumps, don’t give up don’t let your doubters win don’t let your demons push you over the edge, fight for your life and fight for victory, believe in yourself please SUICIDE is not the answer