Guys, I am scared. I can’t sleep in the night and have been crying from day to night, my mind is restless. I have been swallowing pills, drinking shampoo, cutting myself, the urge to jump down from a building is so strong, but my mum’s devasted face is haunting me, I don’t want my family to live in guilt. What should I do? I am so scared, so scared that my life will be ended by myself.
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you dont need to be scared, im here for ya, we all are here for ya,. I know how it feels to have that feelign and then that guilt right before u want to kill yourself, u think of your family and what they will think and your parents face in that devistating look on their faces.
just stay positive u can do it, listne to music that helps me alot, or just keep writing or whatever u like to do on your own times ya know, im here for ya if u need me
Have u tried talking to ur mum bout it?
@Jamie: thanks. I m so tired, as if my mind has gone somewhere else leaving my body hanging in this world. How I wish I can die in my sleep, that’s the best present god can give me.
@dad: I tried. But they don’t understand why my problems are suffocating me. I don’t see the point of living and I hate it when I open my eyes every morning which means I have to face myself again. And there are some secrets inside me that I can’t say out. Haiz
Depression, anxiety… possible
Have you seen doctors?
@frozenfrog: no. I don’t believe in doc. I m depressed over my skin conditions that has destroyed my confidence and self esteem and my family problems. There are some things I can’t say out cause it will only harm more people. So going to a doc doesnt seems like a solution for me. I just feel that I am ugly and dirty, shouldnt even be born in the first place.