Self-Inflicted Fate

Buried under self-inflicted fate, I spend a thousand silent nights awake/Falling into dreams of pain, waiting for the light of day, to wash away this burning sin/This torment searching for a new victim / Looking forward to the day I die, I never found a way to live/Turn back now, before it’s too late/Seething hate and leaking faith, hold me up before I break/A fragile heart and darkened mind, this is your time, this is your time/Follow the crumbs that I leave, leading to a black heaven/You know the way this story ends/Lift me up and start again/Waiting for the voice that fades, straining to hear those words I crave/This isn’t your fault, no it’s not your fault/I’ll burn the bridges that I’ve built,and fuel the fire with my guilt/Flames licking at my heels, this would hurt, if I could feel/My breath reeking of regret, the words I spew soaked with defeat/ I close my eyes and wait, for this eternal sleep/