I’m 46,married but I like guys I have 3 teenage kids, job that does’nt pay the bills, an alcoholic and been chased out of local AA, overweight, no passion, kids do drugs, kids are on probation, dogs and cats have ruined house, car broke, phone broke, tv’s been shut off, computer broke, been writting a suicide letter for weeks. Funeral plans are mostly done. what’s I dont get is why im still here, why I take a shower in the morning. mostly worried my kids will do the same after i’m gone… wtf
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hey, don’t give up. As cliched as that sounds don’t. You have something I can only dream of- my own family. Your kids should be enough motivation to find meaning in life. Start with helping them first. Look around for jobs based on what experience you have, it’s hard I know.
you said you’re married but you like guys, are you gay?? if so go out there and find a guy who can possibly help you through this, anything is possible. Make some changes, if you do chances are your kids will too and things will fall into place.
Put your children first and talk to them, you’ll be surprised the impact it will have on them. I’m just trying to help, sorry if this makes no sense to you! HAVE COURAGE AND WORK ON YOUR FAMILY LIFE 🙂