My family is goin on vacation this friday for 3 days which is my vacation AWAY from them, so i’ll have the house to myself. Hmmm, very tempting to go for an attempt.
Im thinking a mixture of codeine and alcohol. U think it would work? Im talkin like maybe around 500 miligrams of codeine…
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I have no experience with this but, if you haven’t done some googling already….generally people have trouble breathing after mixing the two. One person took 370 mg with 2 beers and 2 Benadryls. But they had trouble going to sleep that night because their automatic breathing mechanism turned off, so they stayed up all night. So I suppose you’d go to bed then after that?
I had my place to myself not long ago for 2 weeks.
I told myself I can either use that time to kill myself or try to ‘get better’ so I stood infront of a mirror and told myself everything I saw as if I was describing myself as friend and not as me.. I said everything I don’t like from the way I look, what I was feeling and what I want to do.
Then I stepped backwards 10 steps and told myself what I see again and advised myself as if I were talking to a friend, telling myself the things I could change that I dont like about myself or to different the things in my life that are bringing me down.. I bought all new clothes, dyed my hair, fake tan..
I made me feel really good after.. You might aswell give it one try if youre gonna plan to kill yourself when your family are away. It didnt last for me though.. I tried to see as my ‘last chance to get better’ but atleast I tried.
idk… my body seems to have a superhuman tolerance to all kinds of pills and alcohol.. i tried od’ing a couple times in the past and well… im still here talkin 2 u so yea this sucks lol.. i dont think i have the balls to go out violently like hanging and whatnot
@ englishboy
u see the thing is im 23 yrs old, been to hell and back a thousand times. now that im stuck in hell again i dont see myself pullin me out of this slump. u see not only am i fucked up in the head like most people here but i also have some debilitating physical problems too and idk if i can do this anymore