That means “I wish I was dead”. I do wish I was dead. That’s one wish that I know will be granted sooner or later. So why am I so impatient? It’s 4:00 a.m. and I’m still on this website, feeding my obsession. I can’t believe what a hypocrite I am, fascinated with the idea of ending my life, and masking it with a religion that promises a life that will never end! Who am I fooling?
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That’s the most difficult part about religion for me; I fear eternity. I can’t imagine how ling forever could be anything but misery.