I’m so tired of all the condescending niceties people say to me.  They tell me it’ll get better.  It’s been over 8 years and no, it hasn’t.  They say maybe a different drug will help.  I’ve been on 9 different drugs in various combinations and no, nothing has worked for any significant amount of time.  They tell me that exercise will help.  I did cross country and track throughout high school and that never helped in the slightest.  They tell me to “fake it until you make it.”  Why don’t I get a steel baseball bat and you can “fake it until you make it”  all the way  to the hospital?  Some even say I should embrace god.  Yeah, I’ll even embrace Santa and the Easter bunny too!
I don’t know how long I can keep doing this.
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If you believe the possibility exists, you should seek it out. Keep moving, whatever it takes. Even if the way ahead lies through a river of mud.