What is this “happy” you speak of?

September 11th, 2011by evildandelions

I’m so tired of all the condescending niceties people say to me.  They tell me it’ll get better.  It’s been over 8 years and no, it hasn’t.  They say maybe a different drug will help.  I’ve been on 9 different drugs in various combinations and no, nothing has worked for any significant amount of time.  They tell me that exercise will help.  I did cross country and track throughout high school and that never helped in the slightest.  They tell me to “fake it until you make it.”  Why don’t I get a steel baseball bat and you can “fake it until you make it”  all the way  to the hospital?  Some even say I should embrace god.  Yeah, I’ll even embrace Santa and the Easter bunny too!

 

I don’t know how long I can keep doing this.

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