WHY AM I SUCH A FAILURE?!!!
i took a total of 18 painkillers, 7 ALIVE, 5 midol, and like 10 other types of pills and im still here! i didnt even have to go to the damn hospital!!
everytime i fail it just makes me hate myself even more. it makes me cut deeper and longer, and not even tht works!
why does my dear lover Death elude me?! why does he not want me to join him in a world we can spend forever in? i would be doing the world a huge frippin favor if i left!….whats keeping me here….and why?
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I lived through my first od last week, took a massive dose of a bunch of stuff. I was all alone and was in and out of conscieness for 3 days. Still feeling the effects 2 weeks later. I came to the conclusion that by overdosing you are not all in as far as ending your life. I will never consider a od again, too risky that you will survive with permanent damages.
Overdoses are a bad way to go, even if it works. Very painful, and very hard to kill yourself that way without the right stuff. You can do some serious damage to your organs which will make life much worse.
Deimos is right.
Overdose is pretty hit and miss unless you can get some straight strong stuff that will really blow you out of here. Liver and kidneys will be the first to suffer and that is some serious stuff to live with.
I drank and took a plethora of pills to give me the courage go.
Was so high I missed the guards and got tazed and had to get locked up in the nut house for a week.
Eh luckily I was scheduled off work or I may have gotten fired.