This air is too thick to breath so just drive,these eyes are too sick to see, Go, leave me behind, Somethings swimming in my blood, Somethings rotting in my brain, I’m Smothered from the flood, I can’t recognize your face, I need to leave so just drive….

My message to lauren.. about what i did on monday…

‘Ok…. So basically doctors went well, but then my parents wanted a meeting with miss gentry. About ten minutes in I had enough and got up to leave, at this point miss said I’m not allowed to go to product design. I got angry, said I needed the toilet and left…. I was really angry and upset and tried to find you but failed. I then went and stood outside product design deciding whether or not I should go in…. Eventually sir came out and told me to go back to the meeting. I didn’t. Instead I found out that his workshop was unlocked so I stood in there for a minute or so… Eventually I wanted Lydia, so I went to sixth form and found out she was in English. I asked to talk to her and we chatted until her teacher let her class go. We then went and stood outside the meeting and listened in. But they stood up to leave so me and Lydia ran to English again… Down the corridor my mum must have spotted me because miss gentry started walking towards us… I ran upstairs while Lydia waited downstairs, all she did was smile at miss… I came back down and we saw miss coming back from mr gregorys room…. We panicked and ran all the way to sixth form. There we met Charlie and he offered us a lift home…. I made Lydia come with me to get my folder from Mr Gregorys room, I didn’t speak to him… And we went home. My dad then made me sit in car while we talked…. A lot? ILoveYouAndLydiaLots♥.’

And now, I have to move tutor groups. Which sucks but would be slightly better if i was actually allowed to talk to Mr Gregory…

I missed my chance on monday… but im planning again…? The 37th day of the year is Monday 6th January. My routines are based around 3 and i like the number 7….so it makes sense right?

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