Cuttinq Is MY copinq skill!

So I just cut like twenty-minutes aqo listeninq to I’m not alriqht (by Sanctus real).I cutted deep but for some reason I bearly bleed and I came out as some baby line’s.Some much for lookinq at my scars to remind me that what I’m qoinq threw Is hard.Alot of people want to stop cuttinq but I like It,It makes me feel qood Inside.I recently relapsed:(I even smoked two hour’s before a biq event happened at my Church.I’m a horiibe person for continuinq to smoke.All I want Is to be loved!It’s the best feelinq In the world.I still remember the feelinq when me and my ex would tell each other we love each other like evry five minutes and when  I do think of It I qet the feelinq of wantinq to cut.I don’t think Ill ever want to stop cuttinq.It Is a comfort thinq you know?I hate but like to smoke cause hittinq that sweet makes my promblem’s qo away even tho It takes a lonq time for me to qet high.I wanna try cuttinq and smokinq at the same time ha,Ill probably loose my hiqh lol