i suffer from depression and lately i don’t know whats wrong with me but ive been so emotional and sometimes i think it would be better if i wasn’t here anymore. I have friends and everything but sometimes they dont seem like friends if that makes sense maybe im over reacting but i feel alone and i have no one to talk to so i geuss im just venting. I miss someone i was close with she not long ago passed away and all the time i wish it was me instead of her why am i here and why do the good people always get taken so quick i don’t get it. Why is eveyone so judgemental ahhh i live in a world where i always feel alone and i can’t trust anyone…
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i feel alone too yet by reading the stories here i realize i am not alone. though it’s hard to find and make friends on a suicide board (not funny but i smirked)
why is your name ‘this is not my life’ ? i feel that way because the life i have lived and where i am now is nowhere close to what i dreamt my life to be like when i was young.
Because it never really felt like my life and i don’t want this life any more. Everything should be good for me right now but i still feel empty and like i have no one. I used to have a bad life but things changed i left that environment but i still don’t want to be here. And im not sure anyone wants or asks for a crappy life it just happens and i wish it didn’t. sorry im rambling
I feel alone too, that’s why I’m going to join some short classes in things like writing, music, even pottery. That way I can meet new people and do stuff I like. Take up a hobby and do something you enjoy.
yeah i might just do that thank you. Good luck with whatever you end up doing i hope you don’t feel alone for to long because it really sucks.
It’s me. I’ve gone back to my old name cuz it’s confusing people. Yeah, im moving down with my mum to the culture capital. Lots of artistic sorts so I might meet some interesting characters. Just need to resolve my debt problem and start with a clean slate.
okay. sounds like you have it all figured out then, and that’s great but I don’t any more I really don’t even want to be here.
Not really. I’m just mixing it up a little. When Shane Warne was having difficulty taking a wicket he would add variety to his deliveries like the flipper, googley etc
I know you lost someone but there’s nothing you can do about that. Just be strong and in time you will start enjoying things again. Some people are just tough you know, but for us it’s more difficult. The world needs caring people like you. What better way to ensure that those you lost meant something than persevering.
The depression might be a result of trauma or an underlying condition. Either way, you will not find all the answers in cyberspace and if it persists you might think about seeing a specialist.
Ps the rest of your name ‘it’s just a fond farewell to a friend’
mmm yeah i guess. thanks for everything i mean seriously thank you, things will be fine i guess if not oh well i give up i just needed to get this off of my chest.
Me?
yeah i mean thanks for everything you said