There is absolutly no reason to live anymore. i just want to die.
no one would even care if i died.
i wish i wasnt so numb.
im taking pill after pill to make myself feel normal everday,
but i just cant do it anymore.
there is just an emptiness that nothing can fill.
all of the drugs in the world couldnt fill it….
im done.
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all you need is love from yourself and from others… please dont give up so easlily,,,for we know the same pain that you are bearing…
Cindy,
I do not want to be rude but honestly the love of others can not quench our thirst for happiness. Love from others isn’t going to take the pills away from this indivual.
In_memory,
Look. I have been in your place, but believe me even if you take pills everyday or there isn’t a reason to live think about all the things you are capable of when you get out into this big world. Whatever you want to do in this life is possible. I am not going to say just believe. Just try. Death is just a thought. Not an opintion or even a last resort.
Falling sometimes, but always getting up,
Holly
In_memory,
Listen to Holly.
i will.
Thank you.
In_memory,
I know where you’re coming from, because I often feel that way myself.
I think you need to slowly try and find things to give your life some meaning and give yourself some happiness.
Maybe make a list of all the things you like doing – it can be anything – and then try and spend some time each day doing them.
And don’t expect too much from yourself, too soon. If you can only manage five minutes doing something, that is better than nothing.