I have the mentality of a six year old little girl.
The constant need to be reaffirmed, to be told that I matter, and the need to be validated and shown love and compassion overwhelms what little control I have of the way I act around those closest to me.
Is it wrong to crave affection, when you’ve been deprived of it for so long? Is it wrong to want to be wanted, when no one’s wanted you or anything to do with you for years? Is it wrong to love, be made to expect love in return, yet greeted only with remarks oozing of indifference?
I feel lonely tonight. Oh, so lonely. Fruitless searches for friendly beings only deepen the relationship I have with my blade. (No pun intended.)
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Hey ty83. I can totally relate to how your feeling,i’ve been there too. i don’t think it’s wrong at all,I think it’s human. everybody wants to be loved. we’re here for you,k? you say your lonely,but i want you to know you aren’t alone. we’re here-talk to us. *hug*
Why can’t people just dump all of that?
All of it is useless. The more you go this way, the more you are torturing yore self…