Let’s recap, shall we?
I’m absolutely in love with my cousin. She’s giving me the chance to perform oral sex on her. And yes she is my blood relative. I am a sick fuck. I looked on the internet and found other sick fucks out there mostly in eastern United States like Alabama.
I have fallen for one Alabama girl named Bethany of whom I haven’t met, but she is everything I dream of and more. She wants me to meet her as do I.
My cousin cares about me, but I don’t know why she would let me perform cunninglus on her. That seems bad since she would be totally against incest. Unless she likes the idea, the sexual thrill. Anyways, that’s beyond the point.
I’m on pain pills, (Hydrocodon, Penicillin, and Ibuprofen to be exact) so my spelling and/or grammar and even any sense I try to make of this may be out of whack.
Jasmine is my 15 year old blood cousin that I fell in love FOR since I met her 2 years ago. Bethany is an 18 year old whom I met 2 weeks ago and she has fallen in love with me and I with her (I think). Can I fall in love with two people at once? Maybe it’s society’s constant pressure on me that Jasmine is family and family relationships (dating, sex) seems to be immoral and it opens up the idea that I need another option to fall for in case Jasmine isn’t the one I CAN fall for. (Let me remind you that I am on painkillers, so it’s hard to pay attention and I’m drowsy)
I want to have sex with either girl as I am a virgin male in 11th grade high school. I have hormones and i get urges as a male that overcome some thinking and I need to masturbate once a day at least. Imagine I start developing an eye for my cousin and we talk and she lets me do it to her. She gives me permission, which isn’t rape first of all (still incest and painkillers are working now).
Even though I love my cousin Jasmine, that doesn’t mean I never have sexual urges for her. At first I thought solely of pleasing her in a romantic sense, my showing her I adore her and have no intention of sex. Then I start thinking like she’s a girl I’m in love with rather than my cousin I’m in love with and think, how great would it be to fuck her (or rather make love to her). That makes fantasies for me and incest even though it’s wrong may excite me.
I have been on XNXX, the stories section, and been looking at incest related topics and have met a diverse community of people with a love for incest whether to get off using it or personal experiences and that gives me a sense of being okay with wanting incest. Having others like me, just like what you do looking for other suicidal people.
I am still suicidal, I just seem to found a brighter day. I found a flashlight, with Cannabis on the side. The drug marijuana and also painkillers may adjust the light in my life too.
Anyways, I advertised my number in xnxx and that caused people to start texting me including Bethany whom was great. It also attracted Kim, an attractive girl who likes fucking her brother, dad, mom and sister which may be true but might not, but they fantasize it so it’s all right. Anyways it showed me others who want incest.
I absolutely love my cousin Jasmine. Let me tell you about my phone call with her. I asked her 2 questions… 1. Would you let me go down on you?
2. Do you love me?
I asked those 2 questions to fuel both my desires, for my cousin to tell me if there’s any chance for us and the sexual desire. She said yes to both, whether she did it to please me or because it was the truth I don’t know, but she’s okay with it. My mom knows I love her, since she snoops around my undeleted texts and OSP posts and my brother keeps watching me squirm while he asks if I like my cousin. Anyways I think I’ve repeated myself too much and avoid telling me incest is wrong since I know that already and it just pisses me off with you repeating yourself.
On a side note, my family is pretty dysfunctional. Even though I hate her dad and so does she. Her dad attempted to rape his cousin Alma and failed apparently and he’s a drug and alcohol addict and beat his wife up. Why she didn’t divorce him is probably because the jehovahs witnesses will probably shun her because they are assholes. If you know or are an asshole jehoho witness the. Fuck you and fuck off no one likes you. I used to be one then i stopped going to the brainwash assemblies.
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Bethany sounds nice. Focus on that one.
You just can never believe in love at first sight or whatever. Shit i can’t think straight. I’m sorry, but just cuz it’s incest right? So I guess you are the symbol for society that never accepts. Mkay, um yeah thanks.
But yeah Bethany is awesome, but what’s easier to get to a blood relative that wants you or someone that lives on the other side of the US?
Don’t even try to pin your infantile crush/obsession/rebellion on ‘a society that never accepts’. You make a mockery out of everyone who is making a real honest effort. You are just trying to be antagonistic.
It you really think shagging your cousin will be ‘easier’, this proves you have no comprehension of the consequence you and she will suffer from incest. Every fucking day for the rest of your life, you won’t be able to escape this.
Actually there’s one way to escape it. Suicide, other than that you’re right. I guess I need to explain that I’ve thought about those consequences every day of loving her. I took forever to even tell her for fear that she would fear me and hate me. Instead she’s understanding. Anyways I was hoping for me and her to be together until I join the army and either die at war or make a career out of it. Anyways all the shit in life always ends up happening to me so we probably won’t do anything. Suddenly I think sexually about her and boom apparently I don’t know about birth comtrol and need to be constantly reminded that to make sure to use it. Also I do love her, I just have given up trying to think of girls as only to show them love for nothing in return. Whatever then, I understand I’m an asshole. Can’t wait to go insane when I get deployed. Going to be so great and I won’t even know it. I think my cousin has a fetish for getting raped, that’s great for if I go insane… 🙁 goodnight…
I’m sorry, I fell in love with the wrong girl again and will suffer through worse heartbreak excelt this time I won’t survive the heartbreak. Does that show my position better? I don’t wanna get hurt again by the girl I love. Mkay…?
Scratch my last comment. Yeah I guess I am being antagonistic. So what was your point again? What should I do, oh great one?
I understand the casualty (trying to use big words) of incestuous activity with her. Shunned by society everywhere WE go and everyone hates US. Unless we keep it at one time only, but even that ain’t foolproof. I forgot which people told me I needed to get laid to get out of my depression. That’s unrelated though…
I’m great at sarcasm. I’ve become an asshole, I realize. Not a good day, or good moment as many people tried to get that point across to me as well. Maybe I should change the song to something that appeals to my happy mood… -_-
Wait cuninglus is oral sex on a girl right? Fellatio is a guy right? Okay good just making sure that’s right.
So did your mood change when I decided to perform it on her rather than me being sweet and whatnot to her and telling her I love her which gets me no where. Also I sense that my cousin Alex, her brother will attack me acter hearing of my plans for her or my own conscience or nervousness gets in the way… Probably
pfft. If you do it once, it wont be just the ONE time. Can’t you just hang out until you join the army? Or maybe you should get a hooker just to try to get it out of your system. I suspect one of the reasons yr so obsessed with yr cousin is because yr a little scared of loosing your virginity, and if its yr cousin it makes it kinda less scary. Well thats silly logic because that prob means youre just not ready anyway.
Also don’t feel like I’m threatening you with myself using self-harm to defend myself, I’m merely joking about suicide being a last resort. I don’t have a long enough rope to kill myself. My dad doesn’t trust me with knives… :P… I wanna say goodnight but I can’t sleep.
Um sure??? Afraid of losing it. Back when I thought like a sensitive little kid anout it I might have. Sex is for pleasure. Not much of fear as much as how comfortable I am with my cousin. I feel happy with her ready to do anything with her and she’s absolutly amazing. I have sexual urges like any other but…. But… :/…
A hooker? First of all, um no I’d rather not touch a hooker. Second of all, um outta my system. I’m good, I guess society… Fuck… I need to jog my memory… I’m 17 you know right, not to say I ain’t a minor or immature at all, mature in some areas but still.
Dammit I don’t even know when i’m going to see her next. We will smoke weed together, probably do it then, probably for the sexual thrill… Hmm I see your point now… Wow, didn’t notice that
Hey I think I’m going to ask my cousin whether she was just telling me what I wanted to hear or if she really said the truth. Anyways I need a reason to die and heartbreak is perfect
Probably she was pressured into it by me and since I told her I wanted to taste her (yes I know dirty right). And since it’s not taking someone’s virginity unless “I get lucky”.
You’re better off just telling your cousin that it was a terrible idea and just forget it. Umm, it sounds like you’re developing quite the tolerence to those painkillers. Why don’t you try to sleep?
It probably would be best if I do that, but I’m a bit worried. That was one of the few thing I was looking forward to in life. Nothing else seems close to worthwhile… The last thing I’ve been holding on to was joining the army and hopefully dying at war rather than insanity in an office. I can’t last another 1 1/2 years to join the training thing and them finally go out to war. I won’t make it, and I want to save my money to drive to Alabama and meet Bethany, but what keeps me going is also weed and i habe very little money right now…
I would try to sleep, but I just find no need to. If I’m not going with my cousin tomorrow, the. i need no reason to sleep. Not like i have to sleep for the next week, anyways i don’t have school. And i was gonna say that I will probably not go with my cousin Jasmine so no point in doing anything than get fat off my ass on video games. And I’ce been on pain meds for less than a week and have a mild allergic reaction to them…
Oh, I see what you’re doing. I do that too, set little things to look forward to to get through the short term. Well, can’t you just look forward to seeing Bethany? Focus on saving money and driving down?
Nope I have very little motivation for anything at all. Something that can only happen within eh a year seems to far off to be short term. Short term seems to be feom a few days up to 2-3 weeks. Any longer and I lose interest amd barely focus on it. Homework every day was broken a month in the beginning of the school uear now i rarely do it.
Anyways every little detail seems to affect my mood especially that crying fucking baby.
Ugh I’m still going to go with her whether jts for the same reason or just get high together…
Everyone needs sleep, otherwise you go even more insane, so I think you should at least try. If you need an even shorter term goal, maybe you should pick a girl from school to woo. These days I just look forward to dinner.
I always found eating a complete wase of time. What cOuld be done to eqt a ph j j could be sex for much more. My point being I just don’t care anout much.
hahahaha doesn’t it feel good to get everything out
Your kids will be retarded + its illegal so you will go to jail if anyone finds out. If itsher first time , someone will find out.
Is it possible to be in love with two people at the same time? Yes.
The question you should be asking is “is it possible to be in love with someone I’ve known for 2 weeks?” which, then, the answer is not likely.
I think One_Day’s suggestion to get a hooker was meant to be helpful, not insulting.
The main reason I think you should find another girl isn’t because she’s your cousin, but because you seem to be eager for sex, and I’m not sure if you’re mistaking that for love. I have no experience with love or sex, so I’m not trying to come off as sounding all knowing. I’m just telling you what I think.
Death by lies: Are you lying right now? So by your logic, I guess I shouldn’t fuck other mexicans because that gives an increased 3% chance of retarded children. So what I should I fuck a black girl, an asian, a white girl just because of an extra 3% chance. There’s a 6% chance of retarded babies and also we are only first generation of incest, so chances are extremely low.
Also, Do you really think there’s no such thing as birth control? Abortin? Why are you telling me it like suddenly I’m an inbred moron?
@LegitApplePie: Well, I never began my love for Jasmine by simply saying,” Damn I’d love to fuck the shit outta her!” I seriously fell in love. I recently introduced the idea of sex or even cunninglus, just because I didn’t masturbate one night and that caused me to be horny for her. I should have jacked off then and she shouldn’t have fueled my horny urges. Why would she do that then?
She may be scared to voice her opinion. Or maybe, like you, she just wants to have sex. I can’t tell you her thought process, since I don’t really know her, but maybe you two should talk this over again. Talk about the pros and the cons before you do this.
15 is so so young. i know 17 and 15 is not that far apart,but your much more mature than she is,you go through so much in those two years. please please think about this and what it will do to her. losing her virginity is emotional enough,and i know that some people lose it younger than that,but maybe she isn’t ready-and to lose it to her cousin,it’s permanent. your 1st time is a big deal. i’m sorry,i just don’t think it’s a healthy situation for either of you. i think if you do go through with it,she might end up resenting you. i’m sorry if this is hard to hear,i’m not judging you. i just know i might feel taken advantage of if i was her. good luck. i would also advise finding another girl. gl!
I’m not taking her virinity. Since when did I say i was gonna fuck her with my dick? I said cunninglus, which is oral on a girl to please her and to experiment I guess. And only if she wants anything to please me which most likely won’t happen. Anyways I’ve been telling her if she was okay with it. I have known her history with her dad and may have begin to like the thought of a guy making her do everything for him as he is masculine.
I’m sorry, but I don’t understand your last sentence. Are you saying that you enjoy the thought of her getting raped? Don’t be angry if this isn’t what you meant, I just want clarification.
No since her dad would be an asshole to her mother it reflects her personally into thinking they desire a bad man. Like for example ur dad beats ur mom and u start dating guys who abuse u. My mom told me somethig like that once
Ah, I see. Yeah, that’s usually what happens. I think I read somewhere that women go after guys who smell like their dad. I’m not sure how true that is, though.
Its pretty legit bro. So yeah idk its weird though. I’m asking her if she really wants to try oral only not making love to her. Apparently even if my ideals are different on sex then apparently im just another horny teen that hasnt learned shit.
Legitapplepie is right, my suggestion of a hooker was to get sex out of yr system. And it’s true, highly unlikely u will fall in love after 2 weeks.
So if u want to show jasmine that not all men are like her father, why not start by not taking advantage of her niavitt? Regardless of her age, you are her elder cousin so she will always look up to you… Do t take advantage of that
Yeah, I’ve tried to be the voice of reason, but she won’t answer me. I’m sorry i lash out when I don’t hear what I want. I’m human and all humans are broken. So I get easily irritated. I do try to show her I’m nothing like him and I keep telling her I’m in love with her, but that only goes so far. I can’t tell her to her face for fear someone will hear me and keep me away from her. What’s the point in all of this if all I get is an okay from her in a text or that’s cool on the phone? What’s the point in any of this?
That’s the big problem with me. I give up too easily, when I can’t find an answer I just figure I’d be better off looking away and not dealing with the problem
In similar news, i went to a chinese restaraunt and found a coincidence. I read a fortune cookie for me that said,” Be adventurous, take a chance” which is pretty creepy as if someone knew my situation and wrote that for me… O_O
Okay let me think this out. In other words, you want me to resume what I’ve been doing, telling her I love her for nothing in return. And then what? She offers something and I am supposed to decline and then probably go through my life in love with her until I magically don’t love her anymore (3+ years it takes) or she rejects me. Then hopefully I fall for the right person? Okay then I guess true love is false and following your heart is bullshit. Then I should form hatred towards fairy tales right?
Also, my cousin just texted me. ” Haha Yea I Think Im Sure.. :P”. I should tell her no then? Lead me through my life. This is like the Sims. I will be a one time only simulator that has no chance of repeating. If I fail, there’s no reset button.
-__- thanks for the help… -___-
Also I still believe sex with someone I love is true. Not some piece of shit that you can shove into a trash can (or whore)…
Great, now I’m unsure about whether or not I should do that. Gullible much? What am I? Water? Easily bending into whatever shape you choose? Falling for society again? Even though smoking weed has benefitted me in many ways, I thought peer pressure was bad?
Yeah, but that doesn’t mean I don’t really like Bethany Or love her in a not as strong way but still pretty strong.
The decision is ultimately up to you, RogueShadow1281. Some valid points have been raised in the comments… but you call the shots. Just think carefully along the way. As for peer pressure, it’s not always bad… and it’s not always good. It’s up to you to know right from wrong… and to act accordingly.
Dude, there’s certain things in life that you can’t come back from. Like you said you can’t hit the reset button. Once the deed is done there’s no way to undo it.
If you go down on your cousin she’s still going to be your cousin. Her parents are still going to be your aunt and uncle. Your parents will be the ones with “the incestuous son” (if you two get caught).
There’s more at stake here than just your feelings. You’re at a crossroads where you have the power to negatively impact a lot of people.
I’m not telling you what you should or should not do. I’m just saying that you should be ready for the shit storm that’s going to hit if you do go through with it. For the rest of your life you’ll be the guy who performed oral on his cousin. Are you ok with being “that guy” at family reunions?
Haha I’m already that guy in family reunions. They know I smoke weed, I don’t get good grades, I’ve been caught before talking about suicide. I’ve become that guy and incest just seems to be added to the list very easily.
I’m not good with making decisions. I get no where in life when I make decisions. There’s also a lust I do have for my cousin, it excites me with the taboo act of incest. Not only that but I have sexual desires. How about if I just kiss her? Is that as bad? Is that bad at all? I understand incest is wrong in most countries, but what’s the harm in it anyways? My family is religious so they believe in that Adam and Eden crap. Wasn’t that incest? Didn’t we all start out with incest?
RogueShadow1281, you can probably spend countless hours attempting to self-justify it. Ultimately, self-justification or not, you make the decision… I’m sure you know right from wrong. I can spend a week justifying why I shouldn’t have gotten a speeding ticket… everybody speeds, the cop should been searching for real criminals, going faster is therapeutic, it’s better for gas mileage, I can get more done with less time commuting, etc. etc. etc. My self-justifying speeding doesn’t change the fact that it’s wrong. In your case, self-justifying doesn’t change right from wrong either.
Oral sex is the main reason I wanted to do that. I wanted to have sexual pleasure, give her pleasure. (I always wanted to taste a girls *****) I also want to get intimate with her. I want her to want me back as well. But I also don’t want all that shit that you guys say are consequences. I don’t want to stoop to the level of many of her exes, especially one that I know. His name was Jose and he said he loved her and asked her if she wanted to have sex because he loved her and even stooped as low as getting her pregnant so she would stay with him. That angered me, but I am in love with her and have similar (yet stupid) thoughts. Yet I hate children so thats a problem.
You make a lot of good points and it sounds like you’ve given this a lot of thought, that’s why I’m reluctant to make any suggestions. You’re going to do whatever the hell it is that you’re going to do and some random poster on SP doesn’t have to live with the aftermath of your decisions.
I understand being 17 and wanting to get some. That’s normal. But there are a lot of fish in the sea, you don’t have to limit the hunt to one small pond.
You said you don’t like going to church but this is actually a pretty good place to meet girls. You might find a closet atheist there who’s around you age and willing to explore uncharted waters with you. When I was a kid and was forced to go to church I met a lot of great people there. I smoked weed for the first time at church. Made out with a girl from there behind the church for the first time. It’s worth a shot, right?
Eh, but I promised myself I wouldn’t set foot in a church ever again. So I won’t try that at all. I don’t know, I tried telling my cousin I’m not sure about doing that to her and be different from her exes and she called me sweet. I’m just giving up. To much hard work for it. Not even worth the trouble…
So no not worth it. I’m done…
Can’t wait. Literally can’t wait to join the army. Kill for the fun of it instead of going insane from boredom in my hometown.
They make you take a drug test before you join the military and also pull surprise drug tests on you while you’re in.
Yeah I know. I’m going to get off it a month before hand. I will make all the preparations to make sure it happens. Or else I will make sure to die of other causes.
@rogue, have u ever been diagnose with OCD? It just sounds like you have an obsession with incest Which u might mistake for love. You go from being obsessed with yr cousin to being obsessed with a girl u met off an incest site. Maybe you should raise the possibility of OCD with yr shrink?
I don’t goti therapy. I thought i was bipolar as well. My dad doesn’t want to waste money and my mom has no money so I’m screwed. I’m hoping i can keep from going insane until the army though.
Why don’t you call one o those free depression hotlines. Then u can talk to a trained councillor about all this. Because it’s sounding way more like OCD than love, and it’s important to make that distinction. Also the army screens peoples mental health also. But it might be more relaxed in USA, they are kinda desperate for recruits
That is changing, one_day… Here in the US, the re-enlistment standards are increasing and the size of the force will be decreasing. There are service-men and -women who may have a competitive process to stay in… and the process of recruitment for new service-members will probably get tougher. Not to mention, I think Rogue’s comment above about “Kill for the fun of it” in the Army is distasteful and wrong. As part of the screening process, there is a background check and a mental health screening. Depending on his MOS (Military Occupation Specialty), there may even be an enhanced background check and screening. Perhaps it’s a good idea for him to work on whatever situation he has prior to those checks beginning.
I’ve heard the exact opposite. The Army now accepts enlistees as old 35 and will make exceptions in certain cases to allow older people in. The Armed Forces in the US are desperate for new recruits even in this current economic slump.
For some strange reason many people don’t want to join a military force that has been fighting a war for roughly the past 10 years now.
It’s easy to get past the Psych evaluation. Do you remember the officer from Ft. Hood who went on a shooting spree a couple of years ago? He was an Army Psychiatrist.
Rogue Shadow should have no problem getting in.
Google “Army re-enlistment standards” for more insight.. Here is a piece of one article published three weeks ago in the Fort Leavenworth Lamp… titled “Re-enlistment standards get tougher as Army downsizes”
There is more to the article than what I quoted below, but pay special attention to the last paragraph I included… which states, “Tough decisions are ahead…. Some fully qualified Soldiers will be denied re-enlistment.”
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Fort Hood, Texas —
In an effort to address a downsizing Army, Army Directive 2012-03, Army Retention Initiatives, goes into effect March 1, the same day the re-enlistment window opens for Soldiers whose service contract ends in fiscal year 2013.
The directive, released from the Secretary of the Army John McHugh on Feb. 2 places additional restrictions for some mid-grade noncommissioned officers to re-enlist, as well as five additional events which will be cause for a Soldier’s bar to re-enlistment.
“We will use the drawdown as an opportunity to shape our Army by ensuring that we retain only our very best Soldiers,†the Secretary of the Army’s directive stated.
“Here at Fort Hood, we echo that sentiment,†Command Sgt. Maj. Arthur L. Coleman Jr., III Corps and Fort Hood command sergeant major, said Feb. 10. “In III Corps, our Soldiers need to have an expeditionary mindset. By that, I mean they need to be mentally and physically prepared to do our nation’s business.â€
The directive requires commanders to “ensure that only the best qualified Soldiers of those eligible are re-enlisted†and that brigade-level commanders and above “will deny re-enlistment to those Soldiers not deemed best qualified.â€
“That’s a big change, in itself,†Sgt. Maj. Robert Sluss, III Corps command career counselor said of the new directive. “It places more emphasis for retention at the brigade level. The biggest thing is for the authority to deny re-enlistment to a qualified Soldier which is shifting down to the brigade commander’s level.â€
“Tough decisions are ahead,†stated a letter released to commands accompanying the newest retention directive, signed by McHugh, Army Chief of Staff Gen. Raymond Odierno and Sgt. Maj. of the Army Raymond Chandler III. “Some fully qualified Soldiers will be denied re-enlistment. Commanders must carefully assess their Soldiers and ensure only our best Soldiers are retained to meet the needs of our Army.â€
Yeah, hopefully that’s not a big drawback. If what it’s saying is true. Then suicide is my last option… And I don’t want to resort to that again… Um…
Um, I hope you’re right, @Lucy4, that’s my last resort. I should broaden my options, but that seemed like the most logical. There’s more thrill in going to war than sitting behind a desk or register, and would help me for getting into college simce my grades are horrendous. If not, then… Yup, I’ll probably get screwed…
Rogue… If you’re planning to enlist anytime in the not-to-distant future, I would encourage you to meet with a Recruiter sooner rather than later to discuss your options. If you’re under 18 (I’m sorry… I don’t know your age), you’ll probably want to bring a parent or legal guardian. Offhand, I’m not sure at what step in the process parental consent is necessary. When you see the Recruiter, come prepared with questions… and review the military sites for information about the Service, possible MOS (jobs), and other general info. You’ll also be scheduled for the ASVAB test… which is critical in determining what MOS you qualify for… The higher, the better… and in today’s downsizing Army, you’ll want a higher score. Research the ASVAB online… There are study guides online and in stores, too.
OK. I was talking about first time enlistees not people re-enlisting. This article doesn’t say much except that it will be tougher for active duty members to re-enlist. Nowhere in the article did I find any mention of more stringent recruitment policies.
The Army is having a hard time attracting new people. Google *Recruiting US Soldiers during War*
(Re-enlistment means signing on again after your intial commitment period has ended).
lucy4… Think about it… If career service members with years of experience are having difficult times re-enlisting, think about the difficulties new candidates will encounter. It’s not rocket science. You can provide all the outdated information you like… It is what it is. I’ve suggested in a previous comment that Rogue talk to a Recruiter sooner rather than later. Whatever the Recruiter says will be the gospel. The ball is in his court.
@distant and Lucy, do u remember tc, who used to be here? He was in the marines. 18 and always talking about killing for fun, killing for the country. The marines quite happily accept him. Oh and btw distant, it’s not really constructive to tell rogue he won’t get in the army at this stage. He needs something to look forward to (besides incest) and anyway it’s not up to us if he gets into the army so there’s no point us talking about it.
@one_day…. I didn’t state that he wouldn’t get in… I did state that standards are tightening and I offered him the steps that could be followed to gather information and pursue entry. It doesn’t help Rogue (or anybody) to not give information that’s relevant. I hope he does get in… and I also hope that, if it’s early in his planning, that he has time to generate alternate ideas depending upon what unfolds. I do appreciate your thoughts… but I respectfully disagree.
I don’t recall tc… I haven’t been here that long… so perhaps tc was here before I found SP.
@dr; the Military is set up like a pyramid. They need a lot of people at the bottom to make it work. As you work your way up there is more competition for fewer slots. This is why only the best 4-10 year career soldiers are being allowed to stay in. They’re not going to run out of a need for grunts.
@one_day; I do remember TC. I’d rather have a military consisting of people who enjoy killing rather than a military with folks who draw butterflys and write poetry.
@lucy4 – I agree that they won’t run out of a need for new enlistees… It’s the quantity of new enlistees that affects how many are recruited. If I was Rogue, I’d do three things right now… no matter how early in the process it is… I’d make sure I was in top physical shape (the Recruiter will give a mini physical fitness test), I’d study for the ASVAB (this test is vital), and I’d soak up all the information I could and ask questions in places like military.com and other sites. If he can pass the APFT (physical fitness test) and rates high on the ASVAB, he’ll have an easier time.
@dr; That all seems pretty obvious. Thanks.
@lucy4 – Anytime. My pleasure.
@dr; Love hearing the obvious. Its so deep, inspiring and original.
@lucy4 – As long as you’re happy… 🙂
I understand i need to work on getting physically fit. I also need my liscence and a job. I’ve been hoping to live with my mom next year since there’s a good gym nearby that teaches kickboxing and exercising equipment. I also need a job to pay the $50 monthly payment, and also my liscense to drive to places. I will study up on the ASVAB and what-not. I got an enlistment thing that asks if I want information mailed to me about recruitment, so that sounds good to me.
I really hope I can join. I always liked TC for a reason. Never noticed he was in the Marines. Haven’t been on here much. I don’t care if I’m a mere foot soldier, I just want to get in, maybe make a career out of it. Maybe I might die in battle, or go to college afterwards since i won’t get in any good colleges with my high school grades.
Rogue – Even without a gym, you can work on your run, your pushups, and your situps. You can find the APFT standards for your age range online. If you have a mobile phone with GPS, you might be able to come up with a 2 mile route to run. Situps you can practice at home by wedging your feet under something. Before working on your pushups, make sure you research the proper form for them… Pushups done without proper form don’t count. The best way to do more situps and pushups … and run faster… is to keep working at them. Don’t overdue it!!! Look online for the training schedules that people use to prepare… Exercise different muscles on different days… Maybe do pushups and situps on alternate days from your run. A big part of your run will be breathing control. Start out small… and gradually increase… again, don’t overdue it. If you get injured, it doesn’t help.
Yeah, I remember starting a training regime before. Never went more than 2 consecutive days of it. Hopefully i can soon do it.
The only thing I can suggest is starting to prepare for the APFT as early as possible… You can be the best soldier in the Army… but APFT is a make-or-break. If you look at the forums on military.com, there are a few instances of people with high marks all around… and a problem APFT score. It often hurts their career. Use this to your advantage… Start preparing for it early… Once you join a unit, you’ll do physical training each day… so it shouldn’t be an issue… But if you haven’t been working out before you join, start ASAP. Get into a routine.
Yeah I just always found gym equipment much more fun to use since it’s more targeting specific things rather than a plain push-up. I can jog to the gym which isn’t too far.
I definitely hear ya… I’d pick the gym, too. If you have an Android phone (and I’m sure for the iPhone, too), there are a few apps you can download that let you calculate distance as you’re jogging… You can use it to not only form a 2-mile route, but also pace yourself once you know what the APFT requirement is.
Once you start, it’ll be one of those things that happens naturally… and your Recruiter can provide insight and monitor your progress. Some will run with you or help with your preparation. A few take a group of new recruits out for physical traning sessions ahead of their shipment for Basic Training. You’re determined… You’ll do it.
@distant – I don’t think USA would take any offens to rogues interest in ‘killing for fun’ even though I personally agree and hunk it’s distasteful. And I don’t honk it’s too hard to scrape by the mental Health check. tc made it fine, and he had loads of child councillong so he def had a background of issues. He also told me that ‘motivated kill!!!’ is an expression he learned in boot camp. After saying that phrase they Would high fiv each other. Point being, I don think ethics or sanity are no 1 priority the us screens. I think rogue has a shot. That scares the shot outta me.
@one_day… Over a few comments above, I’ve tried to give Rogue some advice for preparing and joining. I agree that he has a shot… If he’s determined and performs, it’s a no-brainer.
I feel the need to say that I am not a retard it’s just the predictive text on phone hell bent on making me look that way
I think I posted another comment elsewhere on SP about me and predictive text. It doesn’t get a long with me, either… so I definitely understand.
Alright then thanks for the tips. Hopefully I can brave a strict training regime.
Roque I can relate to you In a way.I have a crush on my cousin to.I was fourteen at the time tho.I had feelinq that my cousin was cominq on to me.We’d do stuff that Involved touchinq and like she would liked to sit on my lap,weird I know.At the time I would’ve done It but If I had the chance to do It now,I so wouldn’t!If I would’ve seen her a lot more then I did then It would’ve happened.Now It’s weird between us cause I haven’t seen her In like three years…..before she came over for sprinq break.It was okward.I’m qlad It didn’t happen tho cause like at the time I was bearly qettinq Into the havinq sex scene so like I probably would’ve came In her a little cause I was younq.She could’ve qotten preqnant And I’d be fucked!I’m just sayinq from my expierence and qivinq It a lot of thouqht myself I think you should just qet the qirl from Alabama.Fuckinq your cousin doesn’t sound like a qood Idea.
Get job, you’re 5 hours too late buddy. Also, I have given it much thought. I will probably eat her out, not fuck her like I’ve tried to get the point across countless times buddy… -___- On a side note, you seem to be talking about past and present. You would have done it either way if the opportunity arose. As if she wasn’t just your cousin you have intimate feelings for. I don’t wanna say she’s just any other girl, but she isn’t just a cousin. I absolutely adore her.
Anyways I’m probably going to attempt to kill myself instead since army life may not be possible, another disappointment…
How’s her sitting on your lap weird??? I hug my cousin all the time and hild her hand, not weird at all. Sitting on my lap. Eh, nope not weird…
Rogue… It’s probably a good idea to speak with a Recruiter… If you are determined to do something, show it… You never know until you try. Visit goarmy.com, scroll down, and locate a Recruiter to speak with.
I think @lifeishorrible is worth listening to. S/he is the ONLY person here who understand what you’re going through. The rest of us can’t really relate. I think you’re stupid to ignore the value in his/her opinion. They’re saying they didn’t even have sex or oral, and it’s weird. Imagine how weird it would be if it went further!
@distant road – this is why I didn’t want to discourage rogue from joining army. The poor boy needs a goal, everyone needs a dream right? Don’t take that away from him with harsh realities that may or may not unfold of their own volition. And I think everyone agrees that a dream to join the army, although not ideal, is still better than a dream to go down on your cousin.