I want to die , But im to much of a fucking ***** to do anything. My parents fight a lot , I stick up for my mom when my dad hits her but the next day she just tells me she hates me. They hear me crying but the dont fucking care! I lock my door sometimes and my mom says how shes going to hurt me when i get out. I didnt know you do this to the people you love? I dont know anything. Ive never felt like this , i feel like nothing matters. Nothing.
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Hi, IHatetoloveyou… I’m sorry about what you’re going through. Sometimes people don’t act like they love each other when they really do. Perhaps your mom’s situation with dad is overwhelming her… and she’s having a difficult time. What I do know is that you know more than you think. YOU certainly matter… and what you want to do in life matters, too. Don’t give up your hopes and dreams… It’s your hopes and dreams that will one day pull you forward.
I am so sorry for what you are dealing with! Ouch! As difficult as it may sound, please look forward to your future. I hope it won’t be long before you can leave. Is there a way out with social services? Do you want to leave? There are places to go, but may be difficult to navigate the ways. I am so sorry for your pain.