Here I am, waiting for death. I’m too tired to look for ‘the light at the end of the tunnel’ why can’t a train just come hurtling through and kill me?
Why do I feel depressed when almost everything in my life is perfect? Why do I have such a death wish for myself?
Sorry for all the self obsessed questions, please tell me I’m a selfish ***** who deserves to die a painful death.
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Sounds like your thought process is pretty much exactly mine…
Sorry, that wasn’t very helpful… But somehow I don’t think you’re a selfish *****.
Really? can I at least be told I deserve to die….I need an excuse.
As someone with a similar thought process I hope you understand my last comment. It did help, you’ve gone one better than my friends; you understand me.
Why do you say you deserve to die? If I have to say you deserve to die I do want to know why Im saying it.
I don’t want to give you an excuse though… I know how much that’d affect you, cause I can only imagine someone giving me such an excuse…
I do understand it. Though I hope you know I’m extremely hypocritical and so I want you to live, ye I’m horrible that way. Sorry. I don’t think everyone can easily get into such a mindset…so I can see why you friends may not understand. Does that mean you’ve tried to explain? No support? Hmph.
Hope you can get some support here, so we can find a way to show you’re not a ***** that deserves death.
Also I agree with christina.
Why would you be a selfish ***** who deserves to die a painful death?
No one deserves that so neither do you.
I’m also waiting for death, to tired for anything so I know how that feels. But that shouldn’t be a reason to get angry at yourself. You probaly are frustrated??
Yes, I am so frustrated that I’m not dead yet! I want to kill myself right now, I just need another method and the means to carry it out. Ideas please?
No, I don’t want you to die
I personally think more people should be telling you you’re okay. And drown out the voice in your head saying you’re not.
I think you’re okay.