I was taught to believe you exist and you are the creator of all things.
Through my own thought and reasoning I do believe you exist and I do believe you created all things as everything is too intricate and complicated to have happened by chance.
But as you are the creator, the point of origin of all existence, I feel you have some explaining to do.
As God and creator even if you created the big bang and evolution, you are singularly responsible for all things. This means you are evil. This means you are good. As these did not exist otherwise. Yes evil is your creation. You are Satan.
Maybe you were bored. And in your own conceited existence needed some attention. Hey if I was you I would not have done it any different.We need something to keep us entertained, and you just came up with the original Sims game just on a global scale.
So you created man in your image, which I assume is created in your nature. So I guess we are inherently evil like yourself (and good).  All our emotions, behaviors, desires and traits are all your own. People say you care for each and every one of us. Yet you let mass murders happen in your name, you drown people, burn people should I go on. You are gay, straight, Bi. You are within, all we could ever perceive to be by your creation.
So whats with choice.  Another toy in your sadistic arsenal? I did not choose to be born. I did not choose to be born to a loving family. I did not choose to be born gay into a loving family who based my upbringing on “good” christian morals and behaviors based of blind faith due to mis representation of your true nature. I didn’t choose to not be born into a family in a war torn famine poverty stricken country or not be struck down with cancer.
If it is your will all things are done does this mean you acknowledge your evilness.
Did when you realize how screwed up it was and the hurt you caused you wanted out so you created a scape goat to die for you. Was this your way of committing suicide? Or just another funny to keep you amused.
I challenge you God in what ever name you be, to rise up to the Almighty you are worshiped to be, and make it right!
wdan_
Someone edit it make it readable and less personal post it everywhere.
Oh and please understand I intend no disrespect. I think it is beautiful if you find some true belief and faith needed to hold a true relationship with God. I don’t have that.
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I like your thoughts. They are interesting.
But You seem angry on God. If he’s real, he gave us free will, so we could live as we want. Be brave and do what You want to do. It’s our challenge and reward is happiness.
Actually he created Satan. It could be possible that history worked like the telephone game, translations and time changed words from God being Satan to god having a son named satan that was once an angel. I lost the belief in God. Even though the big bang theory seems far-fetched, a god is more fake. Imagination creates an image, God is the deity.
I’m done, can’t think.
I don’t understand that whole “God makes you suffer because he knows you can get through those things”, seems like bullshit. As if everything can only make you stronger. Seems like your idea that god is sadistic is right. Soon I shall know the truth about god and the devil. Soon i shall meet my end.
i think God does those things because He wants to test our faith. I believe in God, but sometimes i think that He just doesnt care about me. there are a lot of people out there who suffer and then there are people who get everything they want. it makes me think that God only cares about certain people. But throughout it all, i think God makes bad things happen because He wants to see who will stay loyal to Him in the end.
I can be ok with God creating satan. However the concept of evil must have been present in the creator to manifest itself in the creation.
Problem with God letting bad things happen as a test of our faith is how many people would have to die to prove a point example being Japan tsunami. Was their faith being tested or were all those lives forfeited to test my faith.
I guess I am not so much angry with God. Like say all the power in the universe and hes just as Bipolar as the rest of us and needs attention acceptance and to be loved like the rest of us .
And for me personally it sucks to eternity that the less then a hand full of people that I love and love me cant accept who I am because of blind belief .
And I woke up again this morning even though I prayed not too.
Oy…God did not create satan….do your research. Negativity or evil comes purely from resistance. Resisting the pure positive stream that is available to all of us. Man had a thought that God created satan, and many believe it….and it’s been perpetuated for too long. A belief is just something you tell yourself over and over til it means something to you. You have to want it though. Satan is like gossip that keeps spreading til everyone believes it. It all is about how you focus your attention and on what. The more you purely focus on good thoughts and feelings, the more you create and attract that into your mind. The same for the other. It’s important to make a decision about what is for you, and use your mind to serve your highest and best.
I quit my job today. Im wrecked. So much want to focus on the good things so difficult to do when the good things (and thing) have just become so unobtainable.
From a bible perspective it seems God created Lucifer the cherub with free will and he was beautiful and perfect (Gods got a little bit of a homo thing going on – I just smiled woot) but then he wanted to be more powerful then God. But the whole free will thing is still Gods design. You cant choose right from wrong if you are not given a point of reference. It is either this or God is not perfect?
Or you know…there is no god. Wouldn’t that solve your problems?
The teleological argument that there must be a god due to the design of the universe isn’t necessary – for there are scientific explanations for it. Plus, it isn’t really all that organized – with planets( heck even galaxies ) colliding, stars exploding, etc etc. there is plenty of chaos.
Plus having an “All good, all powerful, all knowing” ( Judeo-Christian God ) doesn’t even really make sense…
Maybe god is dead? Maybe there are multiple gods. etc etc. Like, what?
Evil, bad, good – all perspective.
Anyway, didn’t mean to be bashful – just giving philosophical points. If believing in god helps, go for it. So are you feeling hated because your gay and the “good” morals of your family think that is wrong?
Why’d you quit your job? I don’t think the good things are unobtainable, I think it just takes plenty of work to get there…
Thank you for questioning it…
No not bashful at all , Thanks will. The judo – christian God is just the point of reference I guess the God of the morals used to shape my behavior and emotions growing up.
The hate and lack of acceptance is crippling so to the difficulty in accepting and loving myself. Where as I know it not my choice, because it isn’t! it is not something I have understood.
But to grow up with the peer and moral perception that gay is bad immoral and abhorrent in society and Gods eyes taints my perception of who I am. I have been taught to hate myself!
I quit my job because it is the last thing I have that has any resemblance to a purpose. I feel now the timing is right. We have a new fitter and junior and combine they fill my position and then some. The clowning can stop now I dont have to paint the happy face while screaming and burning inside. The boss has the security knowing that Dans not going to chuck a mental and the staff wont have to put up with the sad face happy sad angry cheerful face ( Dan Rolls Eyes lol) Oh and it scares the hell out of me
I do believe good things are obtainable but I just have no Idea how