I really can’t take it anymore. I have scars everywhere. I can’t bend my arm or my wrist will split open. My girlfriend is gone, my therapist is on her side, my friends are on her side… I know that if the opportunity came for a quick death, I’d take it. I’m scared. If I found a gun or a lot of drugs or anything like that, I know that’d be it for me. My friends said everything is coming together, but it’s really falling apart. I can’t go back to the hospital, but if any of my counselors knows I’m suicidal again I’ll have to go. I’ll fail highschool. I’ll lose everything I have left. My bass, my music, everything. Any friends will leave. It’s just better if I died. That’s all I really want. All anyone wants. To be done with it all. And I’m far past being done with it all. And after 5 attempts, being revived twice, and spending a month in intensive care, I’m still here. Life sucks and I’m done with it.
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Awwww. I am truly sorry. I thought I had it rough. I’m not going to be like everyone else and say “it gets better” becuz for me it hasn’t. I’m alone tho I have a few friends. I am indeed lost. And no one has been able to find me.
What I will say tho is stay strong. If you ever need someone. Feel free to email me. Morgie222@hotmail.com
Do you really want to end things entirely?
Or would you rather have a way to end the pain?
Because if you are looking for healing, death is not the answer.
Everyone is not against you.
They just care enough to try to get you to stay around.
Because they would be devastated if you died and they do not want to see you in pain either.
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