i haven’t been happy in so long.. i can’t even remember the last time i smiled. this girl keeps running through my mind her names kaylee. she told me to leave her a lone because i pretty much went crazy, i didn’t want to lose her but i did anyways and everyday i regret on me being so stupid and not listening to her. she told me to leave her a lone but it hurt so bad for her saying that to me, i just wanted to keep talking to her. i wanted everything to be how it was when i first met her. we never fought like that and got a long perfectly. i still don’t know why she did that to me and i don’t think i ever will find out. i keep thinking im a good person but when that comes up in my head it makes me feel like i’m nobody. i can’t believe i got called a stalker and a harasser, for me wanting to be with someone that i thought loved me. i wish i could talk to her.. i just want to hear her voice, even if its just a hi. i hope shes doing better in the world though, she deserves the best. for me i deserve to suffer for what i have done.
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At least you realise what you did wrong, so you won’t do it again. Don’t beat yourself up – build yourself up. Sounds like you’re on the way to becoming a better person anyway.
^^ I agree. Don’t beat yourself up. You don’t deserve to suffer for a mistake. I hope you will understand that. Some people just don’t take the seriousness of everything so well. I’m sure she cares about you, but maybe thought it was moving too fast. Her loss, in the end