I can’t believe I came from these people

My mom barely finished middle school, my dad barely finished high school.  Most of my family is not very intelligent, the rest are mediocre.  I have been gifted my entire life, always put ahead of my class because I found everything to be too easy (bear with me, I’m not gloating).  People would say, “how lucky you are to be so smart!” but I now realize that it wasn’t luck, it was a fucking curse.  I feel like Dakota Fanning in “I am Sam” when she doesn’t want to become smarter than her dad.  I hate that my parents are so stupid and so weak willed.  How is it possible that I came from such a loser family?  How is it possible that they don’t see things like I see them?  They hate me and are scared of me because I’m so much smarter than them, they are all like children to me.  Their personalities, their behaviors, all like children.  How do I deal with this???  I just want to give up and become like them, I’m tired of being admired like that, I never wanted it.  Then, at the first sign of making a mistake, the rumors start.  I’m not perfect!  They follow my lead on everything and don’t think for themselves, but I’m unsure of making decisions myself!  Ahhh!!