I cut for the first time in a long time.
I was angry and I felt betrayed.
It’s like I couldn’t control anything.
I cut my wrists. The blood looked pretty.
After it was done. It’s like everything was gone.
I started crying. I felt like a failure.
I should stop getting worked up over things out of my control.
I know it’s not my fault. But I can’t stop blaming myself.
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Hey….are you ok? Email me ok? I don’t want you hating yourself for doing something to make yourself better. I remember when I quit cutting for the first time…I was so proud of myself and I kept it up. But then bad things happened and I cut again. The feeling of cutting again killed me…but it made me feel better all the same.